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2Nd Of jaNuaRy 1987
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Saturday, January 02, 2010
..nEw yEaR, nEw staRt pLus mY biRthdaY..
okays.. its been so long sinced i last logged in.. too many things had happened.. my fairytale ended again.. but its mutual.. being friends is still much happier for us afterall.. now i believe in not rushing ever again.. if "YOU" were to ask me if i've regretted, my answer would b no.. i've been a happy girl.. that's the truth.. there might b sad things but the happy moments are still unforgettable.. i still do miss those times once in a while.. but i believe things will b better for the both of us as time moves on.. like what "YOU'VE" said to me before.. who knows what is installed for us in the future...
peepos reading might b thinking why i've decide to blog today finally.. simple.. new year, new start.. some more its my birthday today.. =) i don't wanna brood on the past anymore.. no point.. i've been quite happy recently.. been going out many many with friends.. enjoying life.. movie, partying n loads more.. =) i did promise "YOU", without "YOU", i mus take care of myself n stay happy.. =D alrightys.. some resolutions for 2010..
1: to get another bf.. hahahahahaz.. it'll come natually lahz.. =P
2: to lose even more fatty tissues.. =P
3: earn more moolas.. =D
4: b a better n happier person.. =)
5: a better job i guess..
6: mus die die live life to the fullest.. =D
7: work hard hard n party even harder.. =P
8: b nice to the peepos around me.. =)
9: hopefully to have no conflicts in the entire year..
10: last is to LOVE myself more.. =)
hahahaz.. simple stuff.. but it takes time to fulfil them okay.. its my birthday today.. got splash with a lil water in the bar yesterday.. snt to BAR-5 to help out yesterday.. great music.. awesome peepos to work with.. received lots of blessings through phone calls, messages n colleagues.. why colleagues cos i counted down my birthday with them at work.. received prezzies from some too.. love them many many.. n i want more prezzies to come.. shall trim my hair before partyng tonight.. shall enjoy to the fullest.. cos firstly, i'm with my beloved friends, next, the DJ is awesome, AGNELLI AND NELSON n lastly, its MY BIRTHDAY!!!!!! =D let's drink, drank n hopefully not drunk.. =P
the happy me n my first 3 stalks sunflower bouquet from "YOU".. =) the once happy times.. its worth treasuring.. thank you..
..::..HAPPY NEW YEAR N HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MYSELF..::..
Labels: new year 2010 n my wonderful birthday
Thursday, October 29, 2009
..shOuLd i..
okays.. i know.. long time no see.. haven't been in the best mood to update nowadays.. too many thing had happened.. conflicts during work.. enjoyed my last happy n not as busy as i've expected day with PAUL VAN DYK at BAR-5.. why.. cos i got posted to VELVET-B.. its heaven initially i thought.. but.. i jus feel i'm not up to working there.. the bar sounds easy to work at.. but its not as simple as it seemed.. time management n prioritising is so important i feel.. i shall try harder.. wasn't feeling well nowadays too.. took mc yesterday.. been worrying bout something.. hope it wouldn't come true......
i'm starting to experience many mixed feelings.. staying or not staying.. loving or not loving.. trusting or not trusting.. tons of tears had flowed.. i need my listening ears.. i need my darlings to talk to me.. make me see another side of the picture.. being down is not me.. i used to b so hyper n happy.. i shall work towards that.. it will benefit us totally.. i will keep my words n so do "YOU".. i hate it when there are peepos prying into our lives.. seeing what is not meant for their eyes.. trying to be overly concern n can't stop saying my weeknesses.. many things you don't know.. peepos change.. change for their love one.. but of cos i don't blame on anything.. i'm trying to understand now.. understanding is the key.. trusting also.. i shouldn't worry so much.. like what i've heard.. if something gonna happen, it should have happened long time ago.. "YOU" are mine now.. all the more i should treasure "YOU".. and not saying so many things to upset you.. we will work hard.. to gain everything back.. i believe we can..
halloween's coming.. can't help feeling excited..
..::..jUs-waNna-bE-"YOUR"-oRdinaRy-giRL..::..
Labels: you and me
Friday, October 09, 2009
..fiRst mOntH..
9th october 2009.. sometimes i really can't believe we can celebrate this day.. so many things had happened.. nevertheless, i was happy..
met up with "HIM" at CLEMENTI TAXI STAND first.. he was late.. i thought.. so waited while playing my DS-lite.. "HE" came.. n surprised me with a bouquet of sunflowers.. there's 3 sunflowers.. first time in my life.. usually only receive one.. due to my odd ball pattern of liking sunflowers n not roses.. n sunflowers are big.. so usually peepos only give one.. "HE" knows how much i would love a 3 stalks one.. n "HE" made the effort.. =D its so beautiful..
cabbed down to JURONG HILL TOP to have our lunch.. its teppanyaki.. my first time eating that.. very kuku i know.. had quit alot of food.. unagi, terriyaki chicken, scallops, beancurd, soft shell crab, blah, blah, blah.. its darn expensive.. due to the small potion.. but its yummilicious.. freshly cooked by a chef in front of us.. =) after which was light desert before paying for the bill.. "HIS" treat.. =)
after which, cabbed down to BUGIS.. bought tickets for the movie: 500 DAYS OF SUMMER.. its quite nice.. a lil funny.. went to the arcade n tried catching.. caught none but we almost had it.. we jus decided not to overspend.. i was happy cos we've had fun.. went to check out CLUB SEVEN.. saw familiar faces.. talk a lil n left.. headed to eat ice-cream n berry-lite.. hahahahaz.. nice nice.. i love sweet stuff.. =)
after the first movie, went to buy tickets for DARAH.. its bloody.. i repeat bloody.. not bad.. gross enough.. worth watching.. went to BUGIS STREET to walk around.. there's many things to buy.. but i don't wanna overspend again.. but i still ended up with one tee shirt.. hahaz.. went back to SEVEN to chill n chit chat before the movie starts..
movie ended n we walked over to some COFFEE SHOP to have our supper before cabbing back.. everything was smooth till so wire went loose in my head.. quarrelled again.. i cried like some spoilt tap.. "HE" is unhappy too.. its all my fault this time.. you are you.. i can't let my past trouble me.. n kept comparing you n that somebody.. i will let everything end by sat.. 10th october.. a dumb date.. it'll b four years if it had carried on.. but now.. i mus treasure what i have.. trust is the key to our happiness.. n it only lacks from me to you.. thanks for being so understanding all the time.. i'll work extra hard to make it work.. i promise..
"HE" is still pigging.. i can't sleep anymore even though i'm tired.. eyes are damn painful now.. gotta wake "HIM" up in a while.. i'm partying with the girls tonight.. everything should b fine i hope..
..::..i-****-***-****-****..::..
Labels: first month
Tuesday, October 06, 2009
..thE pasSeD fEw daYs..
oh well.. work n going out is all that i do nowadays.. let me do a lil updating now..
work on friday was okay.. not very busy.. or should i say machiam is only my bar got crowd.. others like very quiet like that.. was sent to bar-3 to helped out a while.. did closing.. ordered food n bickered for useless stuff when going over to meet "HIM".. dumbo me.. i really don't mean to say those harsh stuff.. i'm sorry.. but we were fine still..
sat was an easy night initially.. but got sent to velvet to helped out.. quite busy.. no break again.. was dead tired when i reached home.. "HE" was sick.. so made "HIM" eat med n asked "HIM" to sleep instead of waiting for me..
sunday went GHIM MOH to eat our chicken rice n some hor fan thingy.. yummyz.. cheap n good food.. went to IMM to walk a lil, headed back to rent dvd, back to "HIS" PLACE.. chit chat, eat mac, online n watch show.. happy day.. =)
yesterday, went mahjong with "HIS" friends.. initially i was winning even after a zha hu.. -___-" but after the second round i lost.. was tired after the first round le.. so wasn't really concentrating.. but my lost wasn't as much as i've expected.. cos its been a long long time since i last touched mahjong.. eat n headed back.. chit chat.. have some random heart to heart talk again.. "HE" understands how i'm feeling.. n i feel sorry for the many harsh things i've said to "HIM".. watched show again.. n i fell asleep in the middle of the second show.. hahahaz.. overall a happy day again.. =)
yesterday was mahjong again.. i wanna play de.. sianz.. made mistakes again.. plyed for quite long so in the end didn't go back again..
the dumb dumb "HIM" is still pigging.. gotta go get ready soon le.. work later.. n its finally pay day today.. the damn accounts delayed our pay.. was god damn pissed off.. can't wait for thurs to come.. cos i love many many surprises.. tataz~
.::..i'LL-bE-swEEt-i-prOmisE..::..
Labels: i promise
Friday, October 02, 2009
..hErE n thErE..
okays.. F1 busy week is finally over.. worked like a dog.. damn tiring.. n due to all the tire-ness, tons of serious bickering happened.. some are my fault.. my stupid temper to blame.......
monday went to ADRIAN'S BIRTHDAY CHALET.. was there for a while n headed home after the cake eating.. there's quite alot of peepos there..
tuesday was a simple dinner n movie: ACCIDENT.. movie was alright only.. kinda disappointing.. had quite a serious talk at "HIS" place after that.. everything was fine..
wednesday went to have dinner before me heading to work.. bickers as usual.. don't know what is freaking wrong with me.. work was alright.. not busy except during mid-night maddness.. was pissed off at night after work while on the phone with "HIM"..
woke up to a couple of messages in the morning.. had a major misunderstanding again.. saw peepos we hope we didn't see.. had a serious talk again.. we are fine now.. n that will b the last time i promised.. watched movies today.. SURROGATES: alright only.. not as good as i've expected it to b.. n CLOUDY AND A CHANCE WITH THE MEATBALLS 3D: its good!! funny.. i like it.. don't mind watching another time.. =) supper-ed after that n cabbed back..
alrightys.. brief updates of my life.. many parties to attend in the next few weeks to come.. i mus save up as much moolas as possible.. gotta hit the bed.. toodles~
..::..i'LL-tREasUrE-wHat-i-havE-nOw..::..
Labels: treasure
Wednesday, September 23, 2009
..bickErinGs pLus swEetnEss aftErmatH..
oh well.. its been a long weekend for me.. wed, fri n sat was alright.. not busy i supposed.. sunday, worked like a dog.. cos its READY SET GLO with STEVE AOKI as the DJ.. gosh.. before ZOUK is even open, there's already a queue can.. scary.. lotsa peepos.. busy, music is good.. fun i should say.. =) did closing for straight 3 days.. nvm.. training for speed n as lil wrong openings as possible..
out with "HIM" both on monday n yesterday.. i've been bickering n throwing "HIM" unreasonable atiitudes n temper these few days.. mus b due to stress n my pms lahz.. haiz.. sorry.. got my hair recoloured, trimmed n done on monday while "HE" played mahjong with his friends.. i like it.. =) bicker like siao all the way that night.. "HE" always gives in to me.. after i apologised, sweetness comes.. hahahahahaz.. same as yesterday.. my mood was darn bad.. i actually raised my voice at "HIM".. geez~~ after talking things out, we were fine.. had a nice night out.. a lil shopping was done.. i love it when "HE" makes me laugh like some mad woman.. =D
bills to b paid later.. work again tonight.. long F1 week.. off days seemed to pass so fast.. toodles..
..::.."YOU"-arE-mY-baBy-"bitCh"-..::..
Labels: bickers n sweetness
Wednesday, September 16, 2009
..daY n niGht oUt..
okays.. jus came back to "HIS" place not too long ago.. semi high though.. went MOVIDA with KHAI, JOEL, WESLEY n JING JING.. drank but not drunk.. some were.. hmmm.. waiting for my darn hair to dry before i can hit the bed.. damn tired.. hopefully i've got no hangover tml.. cos i gotta wake up in bout 6 hours time.. going out.. i don't wanna b late.. before heading to meet them, went to school with "HIM" to submit "HIS" project.. drank some smoothie.. n headed to JURONG POINT to have "HIS" haircut.. "HE" freaking hates it cos "HE" is not used to it.. i got my fringe cut too.. trimmed a lil only.. cos hairstylist say want me to grow long n sweep fringe to the side.. looks much nicer.. after haircut, bought movie tics for GAMER.. then dinner.. saw some familiar faces too.. hahahahaz.. when chatting with "HIM", we discovered that the movie timing might b too late for "HIM" to even take the last bus home.. went to check n indeed it was.. went up to change the date n time of it.. phew~~ chat a bit more n we headed our separate ways home.. changed n headed down to meet the rest.. its actually kinda sweet of "HIM" to wait for my call n everything till i reach "HIS" place.. but "HE'S" a lil pissed cos i took too long thus making "HIM" wait for so long.. sorry.. love ya many many okay..
alrightyz.. gotta head to sleep le.. pay day faster come.. i'm freaking damn broke le.. toodles..
..::..ITS-NOT-ALWAYS-AS-SWEET-AS-IT-SEEMS..::..
Labels: movida