::"WeLcOmE tO sHan-shaNz LittLe piEceS oF LifE"::

..nEw yEaR, nEw staRt pLus mY biRthdaY..

2010-01-02T16:39:00.003+08:00

okays.. its been so long sinced i last logged in.. too many things had happened.. my fairytale ended again.. but its mutual.. being friends is still much happier for us afterall.. now i believe in not rushing ever again.. if "YOU" were to ask me if i've regretted, my answer would b no.. i've been a happy girl.. that's the truth.. there might b sad things but the happy moments are still unforgettable.. i still do miss those times once in a while.. but i believe things will b better for the both of us as time moves on.. like what "YOU'VE" said to me before.. who knows what is installed for us in the future...

peepos reading might b thinking why i've decide to blog today finally.. simple.. new year, new start.. some more its my birthday today.. =) i don't wanna brood on the past anymore.. no point.. i've been quite happy recently.. been going out many many with friends.. enjoying life.. movie, partying n loads more.. =) i did promise "YOU", without "YOU", i mus take care of myself n stay happy.. =D alrightys.. some resolutions for 2010..

1: to get another bf.. hahahahahaz.. it'll come natually lahz.. =P

2: to lose even more fatty tissues.. =P

3: earn more moolas.. =D

4: b a better n happier person.. =)

5: a better job i guess..

6: mus die die live life to the fullest.. =D

7: work hard hard n party even harder.. =P

8: b nice to the peepos around me.. =)

9: hopefully to have no conflicts in the entire year..

10: last is to LOVE myself more.. =)

hahahaz.. simple stuff.. but it takes time to fulfil them okay.. its my birthday today.. got splash with a lil water in the bar yesterday.. snt to BAR-5 to help out yesterday.. great music.. awesome peepos to work with.. received lots of blessings through phone calls, messages n colleagues.. why colleagues cos i counted down my birthday with them at work.. received prezzies from some too.. love them many many.. n i want more prezzies to come.. shall trim my hair before partyng tonight.. shall enjoy to the fullest.. cos firstly, i'm with my beloved friends, next, the DJ is awesome, AGNELLI AND NELSON n lastly, its MY BIRTHDAY!!!!!! =D let's drink, drank n hopefully not drunk.. =P

the happy me n my first 3 stalks sunflower bouquet from "YOU".. =) the once happy times.. its worth treasuring.. thank you..

..::..HAPPY NEW YEAR N HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MYSELF..::..

..shOuLd i..

2009-10-29T13:55:00.002+08:00

okays.. i know.. long time no see.. haven't been in the best mood to update nowadays.. too many thing had happened.. conflicts during work.. enjoyed my last happy n not as busy as i've expected day with PAUL VAN DYK at BAR-5.. why.. cos i got posted to VELVET-B.. its heaven initially i thought.. but.. i jus feel i'm not up to working there.. the bar sounds easy to work at.. but its not as simple as it seemed.. time management n prioritising is so important i feel.. i shall try harder.. wasn't feeling well nowadays too.. took mc yesterday.. been worrying bout something.. hope it wouldn't come true......

i'm starting to experience many mixed feelings.. staying or not staying.. loving or not loving.. trusting or not trusting.. tons of tears had flowed.. i need my listening ears.. i need my darlings to talk to me.. make me see another side of the picture.. being down is not me.. i used to b so hyper n happy.. i shall work towards that.. it will benefit us totally.. i will keep my words n so do "YOU".. i hate it when there are peepos prying into our lives.. seeing what is not meant for their eyes.. trying to be overly concern n can't stop saying my weeknesses.. many things you don't know.. peepos change.. change for their love one.. but of cos i don't blame on anything.. i'm trying to understand now.. understanding is the key.. trusting also.. i shouldn't worry so much.. like what i've heard.. if something gonna happen, it should have happened long time ago.. "YOU" are mine now.. all the more i should treasure "YOU".. and not saying so many things to upset you.. we will work hard.. to gain everything back.. i believe we can..

halloween's coming.. can't help feeling excited..

..::..jUs-waNna-bE-"YOUR"-oRdinaRy-giRL..::..

..fiRst mOntH..

2009-10-09T14:58:00.004+08:00

9th october 2009.. sometimes i really can't believe we can celebrate this day.. so many things had happened.. nevertheless, i was happy..

met up with "HIM" at CLEMENTI TAXI STAND first.. he was late.. i thought.. so waited while playing my DS-lite.. "HE" came.. n surprised me with a bouquet of sunflowers.. there's 3 sunflowers.. first time in my life.. usually only receive one.. due to my odd ball pattern of liking sunflowers n not roses.. n sunflowers are big.. so usually peepos only give one.. "HE" knows how much i would love a 3 stalks one.. n "HE" made the effort.. =D its so beautiful..

cabbed down to JURONG HILL TOP to have our lunch.. its teppanyaki.. my first time eating that.. very kuku i know.. had quit alot of food.. unagi, terriyaki chicken, scallops, beancurd, soft shell crab, blah, blah, blah.. its darn expensive.. due to the small potion.. but its yummilicious.. freshly cooked by a chef in front of us.. =) after which was light desert before paying for the bill.. "HIS" treat.. =)

after which, cabbed down to BUGIS.. bought tickets for the movie: 500 DAYS OF SUMMER.. its quite nice.. a lil funny.. went to the arcade n tried catching.. caught none but we almost had it.. we jus decided not to overspend.. i was happy cos we've had fun.. went to check out CLUB SEVEN.. saw familiar faces.. talk a lil n left.. headed to eat ice-cream n berry-lite.. hahahahaz.. nice nice.. i love sweet stuff.. =)

after the first movie, went to buy tickets for DARAH.. its bloody.. i repeat bloody.. not bad.. gross enough.. worth watching.. went to BUGIS STREET to walk around.. there's many things to buy.. but i don't wanna overspend again.. but i still ended up with one tee shirt.. hahaz.. went back to SEVEN to chill n chit chat before the movie starts..

movie ended n we walked over to some COFFEE SHOP to have our supper before cabbing back.. everything was smooth till so wire went loose in my head.. quarrelled again.. i cried like some spoilt tap.. "HE" is unhappy too.. its all my fault this time.. you are you.. i can't let my past trouble me.. n kept comparing you n that somebody.. i will let everything end by sat.. 10th october.. a dumb date.. it'll b four years if it had carried on.. but now.. i mus treasure what i have.. trust is the key to our happiness.. n it only lacks from me to you.. thanks for being so understanding all the time.. i'll work extra hard to make it work.. i promise..

"HE" is still pigging.. i can't sleep anymore even though i'm tired.. eyes are damn painful now.. gotta wake "HIM" up in a while.. i'm partying with the girls tonight.. everything should b fine i hope..

..::..i-****-***-****-****..::..

..thE pasSeD fEw daYs..

2009-10-06T13:40:00.003+08:00

oh well.. work n going out is all that i do nowadays.. let me do a lil updating now..

work on friday was okay.. not very busy.. or should i say machiam is only my bar got crowd.. others like very quiet like that.. was sent to bar-3 to helped out a while.. did closing.. ordered food n bickered for useless stuff when going over to meet "HIM".. dumbo me.. i really don't mean to say those harsh stuff.. i'm sorry.. but we were fine still..

sat was an easy night initially.. but got sent to velvet to helped out.. quite busy.. no break again.. was dead tired when i reached home.. "HE" was sick.. so made "HIM" eat med n asked "HIM" to sleep instead of waiting for me..

sunday went GHIM MOH to eat our chicken rice n some hor fan thingy.. yummyz.. cheap n good food.. went to IMM to walk a lil, headed back to rent dvd, back to "HIS" PLACE.. chit chat, eat mac, online n watch show.. happy day.. =)

yesterday, went mahjong with "HIS" friends.. initially i was winning even after a zha hu.. -___-" but after the second round i lost.. was tired after the first round le.. so wasn't really concentrating.. but my lost wasn't as much as i've expected.. cos its been a long long time since i last touched mahjong.. eat n headed back.. chit chat.. have some random heart to heart talk again.. "HE" understands how i'm feeling.. n i feel sorry for the many harsh things i've said to "HIM".. watched show again.. n i fell asleep in the middle of the second show.. hahahaz.. overall a happy day again.. =)

yesterday was mahjong again.. i wanna play de.. sianz.. made mistakes again.. plyed for quite long so in the end didn't go back again..

the dumb dumb "HIM" is still pigging.. gotta go get ready soon le.. work later.. n its finally pay day today.. the damn accounts delayed our pay.. was god damn pissed off.. can't wait for thurs to come.. cos i love many many surprises.. tataz~

.::..i'LL-bE-swEEt-i-prOmisE..::..

..hErE n thErE..

2009-10-02T05:25:00.003+08:00

okays.. F1 busy week is finally over.. worked like a dog.. damn tiring.. n due to all the tire-ness, tons of serious bickering happened.. some are my fault.. my stupid temper to blame.......

monday went to ADRIAN'S BIRTHDAY CHALET.. was there for a while n headed home after the cake eating.. there's quite alot of peepos there..

tuesday was a simple dinner n movie: ACCIDENT.. movie was alright only.. kinda disappointing.. had quite a serious talk at "HIS" place after that.. everything was fine..

wednesday went to have dinner before me heading to work.. bickers as usual.. don't know what is freaking wrong with me.. work was alright.. not busy except during mid-night maddness.. was pissed off at night after work while on the phone with "HIM"..

woke up to a couple of messages in the morning.. had a major misunderstanding again.. saw peepos we hope we didn't see.. had a serious talk again.. we are fine now.. n that will b the last time i promised.. watched movies today.. SURROGATES: alright only.. not as good as i've expected it to b.. n CLOUDY AND A CHANCE WITH THE MEATBALLS 3D: its good!! funny.. i like it.. don't mind watching another time.. =) supper-ed after that n cabbed back..

alrightys.. brief updates of my life.. many parties to attend in the next few weeks to come.. i mus save up as much moolas as possible.. gotta hit the bed.. toodles~

..::..i'LL-tREasUrE-wHat-i-havE-nOw..::..

..bickErinGs pLus swEetnEss aftErmatH..

2009-09-23T13:31:00.003+08:00

oh well.. its been a long weekend for me.. wed, fri n sat was alright.. not busy i supposed.. sunday, worked like a dog.. cos its READY SET GLO with STEVE AOKI as the DJ.. gosh.. before ZOUK is even open, there's already a queue can.. scary.. lotsa peepos.. busy, music is good.. fun i should say.. =) did closing for straight 3 days.. nvm.. training for speed n as lil wrong openings as possible..

out with "HIM" both on monday n yesterday.. i've been bickering n throwing "HIM" unreasonable atiitudes n temper these few days.. mus b due to stress n my pms lahz.. haiz.. sorry.. got my hair recoloured, trimmed n done on monday while "HE" played mahjong with his friends.. i like it.. =) bicker like siao all the way that night.. "HE" always gives in to me.. after i apologised, sweetness comes.. hahahahahaz.. same as yesterday.. my mood was darn bad.. i actually raised my voice at "HIM".. geez~~ after talking things out, we were fine.. had a nice night out.. a lil shopping was done.. i love it when "HE" makes me laugh like some mad woman.. =D

bills to b paid later.. work again tonight.. long F1 week.. off days seemed to pass so fast.. toodles..

..::.."YOU"-arE-mY-baBy-"bitCh"-..::..

..daY n niGht oUt..

2009-09-16T05:45:00.003+08:00

okays.. jus came back to "HIS" place not too long ago.. semi high though.. went MOVIDA with KHAI, JOEL, WESLEY n JING JING.. drank but not drunk.. some were.. hmmm.. waiting for my darn hair to dry before i can hit the bed.. damn tired.. hopefully i've got no hangover tml.. cos i gotta wake up in bout 6 hours time.. going out.. i don't wanna b late.. before heading to meet them, went to school with "HIM" to submit "HIS" project.. drank some smoothie.. n headed to JURONG POINT to have "HIS" haircut.. "HE" freaking hates it cos "HE" is not used to it.. i got my fringe cut too.. trimmed a lil only.. cos hairstylist say want me to grow long n sweep fringe to the side.. looks much nicer.. after haircut, bought movie tics for GAMER.. then dinner.. saw some familiar faces too.. hahahahaz.. when chatting with "HIM", we discovered that the movie timing might b too late for "HIM" to even take the last bus home.. went to check n indeed it was.. went up to change the date n time of it.. phew~~ chat a bit more n we headed our separate ways home.. changed n headed down to meet the rest.. its actually kinda sweet of "HIM" to wait for my call n everything till i reach "HIS" place.. but "HE'S" a lil pissed cos i took too long thus making "HIM" wait for so long.. sorry.. love ya many many okay..

alrightyz.. gotta head to sleep le.. pay day faster come.. i'm freaking damn broke le.. toodles..

..::..ITS-NOT-ALWAYS-AS-SWEET-AS-IT-SEEMS..::..

..haPPy LiL' tHinGs..

2009-09-13T06:50:00.002+08:00

okays.. i shall summarise the lil' things that has happened to me for the passed few days.. =)

sheesha-ed with KHAI, NAZREE n STACY on monday.. my first time sheesha-ing.. not bad.. quite cheap also.. enjoyed.. =D

tuesday was the ultimate date.. dressed up nicely.. met "HIM" n "HE" got me a bouquet of sunflowers.. =D love it to the max.. went for our lunch.. ate mini steamboat.. was alright but i enjoyed eating with "HIM".. was chatting n munching all the way.. movie: BLOOD TIES was next.. booked the preview slot.. not bad.. quite nice actually.. =) after which, went to check out the toys catching machines.. saw a huge stitchy.. damn cute can.. i want it so damn much.. look look see see for a whille n walked to have our supper.. took a bus to some where nearer to "HIS" place before changing to cab.. cheaper.. went to the balcony.. n sweet lil' things happened.. "YOU" promised "YOU'LL" make me "YOUR" happy lil girl.. treasure me okays.. =) am all smiles for the entire day..

wednesday till today all work n hang out with "HIM".. now blogging at CYBERDOM cos am giddy from all the left for dead.. mayb too long nv play le.. hmmm... am damn pissed off at work recently.. peepos' mouth jus can't stop gossiping.. nv say the mouth will rot lorz.. damn!! may everything b blown over soon.. before i start confronting everyone.. work was relaxing today.. funny.. was in a baddy mood after work.. now am better le.. shall blog again soon if i can.. leaving already.. sleepy.. ta-taz~~

..::.."YOUR"-haPpY-LiL'-baBy..::..

..mY mixEd emOtiOns..

2009-09-04T01:28:00.004+08:00

okays.. i've been having very bad moody swings lately.. my mood really swings to the extremes.. gosh.. i hate myself now man.. doing and saying all the things i don't wanna say.. haiz~~

went to LOUIS'S BIRTHDAY CHALET on sunday.. was alright.. drank many many as usual.. monday n tuesday was as usual with HIM.. wednesday was work.. had a jager course before that.. drank jager.. hahahahaz~~ got the jager condom.. work was damn boring.. not much crowd.. did rainbow for the second time but this time wasn't as good as the previous one i did.. shall post the photos up in the next post or mayb put inside facebook instead.. today lehz.. went out with HIM again.. CHINATOWNED with HIM to get some stuff.. after that was movie: I LOVE YOU, BETH COOPER in TOWN.. was quite a nice show.. very funny.. =) walked around a lil too.. HE really did try HIS best to make me smile n happy.. but dumb me kept trying to make HIM pissed off n angry.. trying to quarrel with HIM.. am very very insecure nowadays.. i need assurance.. haiz~~~

waiting for my hair to dry then i'll hit the bed le.. tired.. tired from all the mixed emotions n thinking i've had today.. shall try not to think so much n believe in HIM i guess.. i jus need time.. like what YOU'VE always told me.. let time prove everything.. toodles~~

..::..TIME-WILL-PROVE-EVERYTHING..::..

..sUpEr raNdOm..

2009-08-27T12:28:00.002+08:00

okays.. here's my current mood.. i'm happy, i'm contented, i'm lost, i'm sad, i'm confused, i feel as though i'm the happiest girl on earth, i'm jealous, i cried, i'm scared...... i'm feeling every lil thing now.. many many mixed emotions.. i hate this.. what a super random post.. shall update soon..

..::..i-rEaLLy-dOn't knOw-wHat-"YOU"-waNt..::..

..LEFT FOR DEAD AGAIN..

2009-08-12T07:38:00.003+08:00

wee~~ blogging at CYBERDOM again.. was working jus now.. for some ntu event.. funny peepos.. graveyards are like free flow.. keep ordering.. many were drunk.. lotsa pukes.. haa~~ was quite a slack day.. =) after which was left for dead again.. finally managed to complete 2 of the new maps.. awesome.. was damn funny also.. hahahahaz.. all the screaming n shoutings.. i kniw there will b more to complete.. =)

n now.. i simply can't wait for sunday to come cos there's gonna b a date.. =D with "YOU" .. i wanna b showered with surprises.. many many of them.. but i'm kinda nervous though.. hahahahaz.. its gonna b a draggy wed n fri working night for me i guess.. sat will surely b damn busy.. oh COSMIC GATE.. FASTER COME..!!!!!! i need some trance.. awesome trance.. =)

alrightys.. i still have many many overdued photos to upload when i'm home.. hopefully i'm able to wake up slightly earlier later to load them.. toodles~~ =)

..::..SUNDAY QUICK COME..::..

..tiRinG daYs..

2009-08-10T06:40:00.002+08:00

okays.. here i am at CYBERDOM again after work.. am waiting for "HIS" call n for the rest to finish up the dota game before we start left for dead cos i don't know how to play dota.. -___-"

had a darn tiring week.. worked straight 5 days.. luckily today wasn't busy at all.. i wanna see fireworks.. mus find peepos to accompany me go see le.. today is a happy day.. cos i laugh till stomach ache inside the bar.. its so funny lahz with all the things happening n the things we talk about.. n "HE" came visiting me also.. =) motivation.. so its a complete awesome day today.. =D

next week will b usual stuff.. work.. but.. sat i'll b happy.. cos COSMIC GATE is spinning.. busy but i believe it'll b damn awesome.. can't wait for sat to come.. cos after sat, its sunday.. and next sunday is gonna b a uber happy day for me if nothing goes wrong.. =D will update soon.. cos even after installing new anti-virus for my lappy, my blogger is still giving me probs to blog.. its very uber lag too.. =( that's all.. toodles!! =)

..::..ENJOYING THIS SWEET YET A LIL' SOUR FEELING..::..

..haRd tO bLoG..

2009-08-06T09:07:00.003+08:00

alrightyz.. i'm blogging at CYBERDOM now.. cos my lappy is giving me lotsa probs with blogger.. so i can't blog properly n even post photos up.. guess its gonna b a wordy post..

celebrated APPLE'S BIRTHDAY at ZOUK/PHUTURE/WINEBAR last friday.. had lotsa fun.. drank alot... =) not to mention clubbed at ZIRCA with the bartenders on thurs too.. fun fun.. =) thanks for helping me sober up through the phone.. it was very much needed.. =D got something my darling would really want for her birthday.. mus b damn touched right.. =) don't forget my prezzie.. i'm expecting something good.. =)

played left for dead again.. new maps.. damn hard to complete.. =( failed 4 times n still can't get through.. damn sianz.. =( nvm.. now no mood to play le.. giddy.. n having gastric too.. had a vodka course during work today too.. awesome.. learnt quite a lot of stuff.. tonight gotta work.. this week working 5 days straight.. gonna miss out partying tonight.. sorry sorry.. =( 5 days straight can b darn tiring.. but thinking of the moolas coming in.. hehez.. =D many many..

alright.. will blogged again when i can.. meanwhile.. its gonna b a on-going busy busy few weeks for me.. even months cos its end of year le..

i miss all the laughters with "YOU"..

i miss all the only two of us outings with "YOU"..

i want them soon.. okays..

and be even more sweeter n not a "meanie" to me.. =D

..::..ENJOYED-EVERY-MOMENT-WITH-"YOU"..::..

..aM sO bOrEd..

2009-07-26T16:31:00.002+08:00

okays.. i'm freaking bored.. been updating quite a bit these days.. using lappy in the comforts of my own roomie is damn awesome can.. all thanks to my new singtel mio wireless.. i can surf anywhere in the house now.. weez~~ =D

work on friday was freaking busy.. didn't go for any breaks.. n i mean none.. not even toilet breaks.. no time to think bout it at all.. was busy all the way from start till end.. was extended till 5am to help out with closing n stuffs.. poor me ended up with a bad gastric pain.. but nevertheless.. READY SET GLO with DJ CROOKERS was DAMN AWESOME!!!!!!!! it lifted my mood so much from working so busily inside the bar.. music was spunned awesomely.. hahahaz.. =D was kinda pissed off when i went to change.. cos someone STOLE my apron!!!!!! never bring jus own up lahz.. can borrow from the uniform in charge what.. why resort to STEALING.. nowadays peepos have no intergrity at all.. how i wished your hands will rot anytime now.. for me its okay.. i don't mind paying jus a mere $6.00 for a new one.. its the principle that makes me freaking pissed off.. some more my apron was sewed nicely by my mama.. argghhh!!

sat was as usual.. boring.. was enjoying my life slacking at bar 5 n in the end was sent to bar 3 to exchange with a new staff.. not long.. velvet called for help.. went down.. helped out at main bar n pre lounge.. got a "visit" as usual when work is over for "HIM".. hahahahaz.. that lifted up my mood a lil.. after work, supper cum breakfast with SHAWN.. alighted at GHIM MOH.. that idiot wanted to go take dvds for me.. n bathe some more.. so i was waiting all alone at the void deck.. called "SOMEONE" to caht with me through the phone.. was all smiles.. =D after eating there was a downpour.. got wet while waiting for cabby to go back.. so that results in me with a slight flu now..

was supposed to b in MALAYSIA a few hours back with reni they all for my kut teh kut teh.. but poor reni is down with fever.. shall postpone it till after her trip.. i missed kut teh kut teh.. =( i missed shopping at MALAYSIA too.. n i missed kut teh with reni lim.. hahahahahaz.. =)

i guess shall spend my night with dinner with family later.. confirm my treat again.. n pack my roomie up.. its in a mess.. i'm invading every corner of the roomie with the absurd mess now.. =P shall update again.. oh ya.. if APPLE LEE is reading this..

"I'M OFF ON YOUR BIRTHDAY!!!!!! ITS APPROVED ALREADY...... =)"

so let me know your plans asap.. =)

..::..waiting for "YOUR" reply..::..

..raNdOms..

2009-07-24T15:24:00.003+08:00

okays.. fell asleep quite early yesterday.. so i'm awake at 12plus today.. went for my pedi n mani yesterday too.. was a relaxing day.. =) having red nails this time round.. i know it wouldn't even last me through the weekend.. cos its gonna b busy tonight.. READY SET GLO with DJ CROOKERS.. if i'm not wrong, they are not bad.. remix the song day n nite.. hmmm.. hopefully i get to hear it tonight.. =)

been doing some online shopping.. many things i wanna buy.. moolas moolas fly.. trying to watch bleach too.. but don't understand why always got prob.. nevermind.. shall buy dvd to watch.. easier.. can't wait for sunday to come cos i'm heading in to MALAYSIA with reni they all.. kut teh kut teh.. many many loves.. not gonna spend too much.. but jus enough to make me happy.. =) alrightys.. logging off.. rest a while then gotta get ready for work le..

..::.."YOU" ARE THE REASON I LOOKED FORWARD TO WORK..::..

..jUs raNtinG oUt i gUEsS..

2009-07-23T06:31:00.002+08:00

hmmm.. let me talk bout what had happened these few days..

on sunday, woke up in the afternoon n prepared to go out.. meeting "SOMEONE" at PLAZA SINGAPURA, first for dinner, shopping n arcade playing.. that "SOMEONE" was late again.. go out 2 times, both times also late.. idiot!! owe me flowers some more.. this type of things mus take initiative de mahz.. hahahahahahaz.. think bubble tea can save you arz.. =P anyways.. watched HARRY POTTER AND THE HALF BLOOD PRINCE at THE CATHAY too.. not as nice as i've expected.. i'll rate it only 2 1/2 popcorns.. a li boring.. after the movie, i was hungry.. so walked all the way to CINELEISURE for later supper at XING WANG HK CAFE.. saw familiar peepos too.. after which, persuaded "HIM" to go play left for dead with me.. weez~~ headed home after that.. was an awesome outing with ya.. am all smiles when i reached home.. =D

monday was a boring day.. wanted to do some shopping but am too lazy to go out.. fell asleep in the end.. so at night was freaking bored.. it was som sweet of "YOU" to call me and chat on the phone for 4hrs.. couldn't believe we can talk so long.. =D

tuesday lehz.. headed to the LIBRARY to return and borrow some books.. not to mention pay my fines too.. COMIC SHOP to rent comics n VCD/DVD SHOP to rent some dvds to watch too.. simple yet fruitful night.. =)

today lehz.. woke up earlier.. went cake hunting.. =D this cake shop called GLACE is located at CHINATOWN PLAZA which is not at CHINATOWN.. mus walk quite a distace from OUTRAM STATION.. damn ulu i should say.. i thought i'll lose my way can.. but by the time i reached the shop, all the yummy-licious cakes are sold out.. i repeat ALL SOLD OUT!!!!!! =( nevertheless, i bought their other speciality: RIN RIN ICE CHEESE TART in STRAWBERRY and MANGO fillings.. damn nice lahz.. but quite pricey.. its alright though.. i love sweet n goody food.. makes me uber happy.. =D bought perfumes as well.. there's 2 more i wanna buy.. complete buying le, shall take photo n post up here.. headed to work damn early today.. was showered with bubble tea too.. =D but everything wasn't always smooth sailing.. got scolded for the wrong reason, spilled the entire tray of shooters, not my fault again n cut my finger.. damn sway lahz.. but its alright.. thinking back bout some stuff brightens up my night some how or rather.. =D

okays.. gotta go hit the bed soon.. drowsy le.. don't know what's on tonight.. no confirmed plans yet.. oh ya.. by the way.. my internet access has jus changed from starhub to singtel mio.. not too bad i supposed.. or should i say, i feel that mio is actually faster.. hahahahahaz.. that's all.. toodles!! =)

..::..I LOVE MANY MANY SURPRISES FROM "YOU"..::..

..sHoULd i sLap "YOU"..

2009-07-16T07:27:00.002+08:00

posting this post at this point of the time is because:

firstly.. went MALAYSIA with SHAWN n WESLEY yesterday.. eat, shop n watched movie.. TRANSFORMERS again!!!!!! my third time watching it.. hahahahahaz.. i can memorise the movie already can.. but overall, i enjoyed the trip.. fun fun fun.. =D

next.. ZOUK was freaking busy today.. damn slam!!!!!! only break-ed at 1.30am.. -____-" don't know why so many peepos.. all take pay arz.. hahahahahaz.. but time passed quite fast.. cut my finger again.. =( did closing.. done quite fast.. stayed back to help wes till the full timers came.. saw the person i wanna see.. overall not too bad.. =) except for the "LOSERS" whom pissed me off during work.. damn them!!!!!!!!

lastly.. "SOMEONE" freaking put me aeroplane.. booked tics for HARRY POTTER AND THE HALF BLOOD PRINCE.. n last minute "HE" messaged me "HE" can't go.. due to some reason.. -____-" was damn pissed off.. cos the text was received at the wrong time.. during m,y baddest mood time!!!!!! nevermind..this time round i forgive "YOU".. "YOU" owe me arz!!!!!! so that's the reason why i'm blogging at CYBERDOM.. waiting for them to finish dota before we start left for dead.. kill time.. so i can go change the movie timing to another day.. haiz~~ i'm tired.. =(

..::..I SO WANNA SLAP "YOU"..::..

..a bOrinG wEek i gUEss..

2009-07-13T19:24:00.003+08:00

hmmm.. its sucha boring day for me.. nvm.. shall treat it as saving moolas n rest day for me.. still remember last monday.. quite happening.. met up with KHAI n MYRA at ARENA.. headed to CINELEISURE to buy tickets for ICE AGE 3: DAWN OF THE DINOSAURS.. BALCONY after that.. chilled n drinked.. ice age 3 was not too bad.. quite funny.. the baby dinos are so darn cuteeee!!!!!! =D after that headed to YELLO JELLO.. drank n took photos.. thought was mambo songs but not.. kinda disappointed.. don't know how on earth did we decide to go sing at KBOX.. although it was expensive.. but we've enjoyed.. =)

nothing amazing happened.. worked from wed to sat.. busy busy i can say.. when is my increment gonna happen man.. working with not much motivation now......

jus booked the tickets for HARRY POTTER AND THE HALF BLOOD PRINCE.. damn scary.. the theater is almost full.. a 20-rows theater with only a few single seats left at the back rows n first 2 rows seats i guess.. hopefully the seats i got isn't bad.. its gonna b in digital format n damn big theater.. =) can't wait for thurs to come.. cos its the movie day.. still considering if i should head to BUTTER after that for a friend's birthday or go straight home.. so many things yet so lil' time man..

there's so many things to buy.. hopefully i'll have the time to buy them on thurs.. okays.. ending here.. jus posting some thoughts.. its dinner time now.. gonna get chomping!! =D

..::..can't wait for thursday to arrive and watch the movie with ya..::..

..enjOyEd..

2009-07-05T19:13:00.004+08:00

its a rainy sunday evening.. with me rotting at home watching whiney korean drama shows on dvd n lazing around on bed.. its afterall a sunday which is equals to off day..

my "great aunt" visited me on friday.. giving my unbearable backaches n cramps.. ate a lil n took medicine too.. went to work still but was late due to a jam.. carried stock n ice.. don't understand why some people don't have to do it.. i should jus say i'm not feeling well too man.. back almost break after all the carrying.. no appetite to eat the entire night.. was only drinking plain water throughout all my 3 breaks.. i thought i might lose too much blood n faint man.. some one was still laughing at me lorz.. hmphz.. hahahahaz.. anyways.. work wasn't happy n smooth for me too.. was sent to BAR-1 to help out.. bad things happened of cos.. luckily some people helped me on that.. thanks a million.. after work, hitched a ride back from BRYAN.. thanks.. =)

woke up early yesterday.. going out for movie some other stuff.. that some one was late.. so in the end we took the red line all the way from JURONG TO PLAZA SINGAPURA!!!!!!!! freaking 18 stops can.. but was chatting throughout so it wasn't as long as it seemed to be.. went to queue for tickets.. its been so long i havta queue for movie tics.. hahaz.. watched TRANSFORMERS: REVENGE OF THE FALLEN again.. by the time it reaches us.. only left with first 3 rows.. so initially gave up.. went down n decided to watch again despite the closeness of the seats to the screen.. ended up with second row from the front lorz.. went arcade.. i caught a mini stitch with only $1.. hehez.. n you caught none.. boo!! hahahahahaz.. go train up man.. breakfast cum lunch at a restaurant named ASTONS at THE CATHAY.. food is good n cheap i should say.. i like it there.. =D waited for some time though.. was hatting n chatting till almost forgot we got a movie to catch n the food is still not here.. its only here 10 minutes before our show starts.. but doesn't matter.. late a bit lorz.. sine both of us got watch the show before le.. hahahaz.. went into the theater n found out that our seats were taken by others.. but coincidentally saw 2 seats at the fifth row.. so jus sit lorz.. don't care.. hahahahaz.. lucky!! after the show, we took train, me to work n him to meet friends.. it was a boring day at work.. ZOUK has got nobody.. we are like chatting in the bar.. n in the end i was sent down to VELVET to work.. its like damn busy can.. like heaven drop to hell for me.. damn tiring.. =( legs almost break.. after work, walked with KHAI n GOLDEN to ARENA to look for MYRA.. n breakfast at MAC.. =) khai was like terrorising my mini stitch.. hahahahaz.. home aftermath.. missed the wedding today.. sorry.. was too tired.. n eyes were damn red.. =(

the bigger stich n scrump.. the mini stitch is new to this family.. missing is mini scrump.. when am i gotta get it.. hee~~

that's khai.. terrorising my mini stitch..

ok.. thats bout it.. shall update again soon.. feeling a lil hungry.. =)

..::..it will find a way eventually i guess..::..

..fREakinG HOT..

2009-07-01T14:30:00.003+08:00

okays.. here i am updating again.. its sucha boring n HOT day.. can't even sleep any more.. =( i haven't been sleeping much.. slept at utterly odd hours thus ending up in me tossing n turing on my bed at 3am.. for goodness sake.. i need to sleep properly!!

nothing special happened of cos.. been going out almost every other day.. shopping, drinking/chilling out, movie-ing, L4D-ing, partying.. all these make my moolas fly.. hair was trimmed.. thinner.. was still thinking if i should rebond it.. any suggestions?? but my hair so damn layered.. rebond le also very fast curl back de.. -___-"

alrighty.. actually.. i jus wanna touch on my movie trip last thurs to watch TRANSFORMERS 2: REVENGE OF THE FALLEN.. advance tickets were bought.. so damn goody seats for us.. it TOTALLY ROCKS!!! AWESOME show can.. the action scenes were damn good.. understood the complete movie.. perhaps cos i've watched part 1.. the director injected some funny scenes into the show too.. i'll give 5 out of 5 popcorns to it man.. actually i'm gonna watch it again yesterday de.. but friend has got fever.. better don't.. swine flu alert.. hahaz.. mayb tml lorz.. below will be a short synopses of the movie.. =D

Movie Name: Transformers: Revenge Of The Fallen
Movie Cast: Shia LaBeouf, Megan Fox, Josh Duhamel, Tyrese Gibson, John Turturro
Movie Director: Michael Bay
Movie Language: English with Chinese Subtitles
Movie Genre: Action / Sci-Fi
Opening In: 24 June 2009
Run Time / Rating: 150mins / PG

Synopses:

In “Transformers: Revenge of the Fallen,” two years have passed since Sam Witwicky (Shia LaBeouf) and the Autobots saved the human race from the invading Decepticons. Now he's preparing for the biggest challenge of his life: leaving home for college. Despite his extreme heroics, the battle of Mission City has become an urban legend believed only by conspiracy theorists. Sam is still an average teenager with everyday anxieties and excitement about heading off into adulthood, separating from his parents (Kevin Dunn and Julie White) for the first time, and vowing to be faithful to girlfriend Mikaela (Megan Fox). Of course, he also has to explain his departure to his guardian robot, Bumblebee.

sounds awesome right.. its a mus watch.. hahahaz.. =) there's still some shows i wanna watch too.. drag me to hell, ice age 3, harry potter and the half blood prince.. okays.. gonna go eat lunch cum dinner le.. later still gotta work.. tataz~~

..::..MOVIE, MOVIE, MOVIE..::..

..bEen vEry bUsy..

2009-06-10T17:12:00.002+08:00

okays.. i know i'm lost again.. life's been busy.. many things.. work, birthdays, parties.. many many things to handle.. jus talk bout last week will do.. been working day n night!!!!! look like a panda.. friends from my day job all said i'm a superwoman.. damn zai!! hahahahaz.. here's a brief summary: wed, went work at EXPO for the MOTHERHOOD FAIR again.. its only packing today.. carried many many things which made me damn tired.. rushed off to work at ZOUK after that.. reached home at 5+am, slept a while n went to work again.. n thurs i skipped all the partying knowing that its the only day that i get to sleep slightly more.. fri n sat, went work in the morns n ZOUK at night again.. reached home only at 5+ almost 6am.. which means i'm only sleeping a few hours.. sunday almost killed me.. this year my pay wasn't as good as last year.. due to some farked-up reason!! =( nevermind.. got moolas can le.. can't b bothered!! nice n funny friends were made too.. but was damn tiring!!!!! chalet after my last day on sunday.. only reached home yesterday... rested n met my dear JOAN ONG in the evening.. went LOT 1 for shopping.. been a million and one years since i last went there.. loads of shopping was done.. enjoyed!! =D today i'm finally off at night.. will b celebrating birthday again.. most prob zouk-ing.. haiz.. not working also mus go back there.. i wanna go butter factory.. hahahahaz.. ok.. enough of talking.. am gonna surf around a while n head off to cut my hair first later.. very long never trim the back le.. all look like grass.. tataz~~ =)

..::..LEFT FOR DEAD, LEFT FOR DEAD!!!!!!..::..

>

..wOrk ovEr-LoaDinG..

2009-05-12T00:19:00.004+08:00

alright.. here i am again bloggie.. been a goodie girl today.. stayed home and rest.. sleep, eat, play my DS-Lite, sleep, sms, watch tv, play DS-Lite again, eat snacks, watch tv n now online is all i did today.. hahahahahaz~~ lazy bum!! =P

alright.. been kinda over-loading myself with work nowadays.. cos i've been working 4 days straight for the passed consecutive 2 weeks.. wed, thurs, fri n sat can kill man.. wed was sent to BAR-3 to slam.. had fun lahz.. relax n slam.. thurs can't go partying.. =( was actually looking at releasing at 12plus am so i can head down to party.. but it was so damn busy.. i can't even leave.. i'm so damn sorry girl for being unable to even pop by.. fri was as usual but there was an ultra heavy rain after work.. thanks to JUN REN for the ride back.. n sat was slammed!!!!!! cos top 8 DJ was spinning.. good music i should say.. making me look forward to 23 may.. cos ABOVE AND BEYOND is spinning!!!!!!!!! wee~~

was actually heading to SENTOSA for volleyball n tanning.. but the weather was bad.. so took a lil nap n head to ZOUK FLEA MARKET with my dearest APPLE LEE.. had fun scooping around for cheapo stuff.. of cos i spent again.. hahaz~~ after which, met up with the rest for some left for dead session.. home aftermath..

my dearest n me.. =)

okays.. that's all for the night.. gonna surf around a lil n rest.. heading to MALAYSIA tml for my kut teh kut teh.. wee~~~ i so wanna touch up my hair colour n trim my hair.. its long long already......

..::..ONE STEP AT A TIME..::..

..jUs sOmE raNdOm wOrdiEs..

2009-04-29T02:18:00.002+08:00

okays.. before peepos start to complain that i've disappeared into thin air, i better leave some words.. hahaz..

alright.. nothing amazing happened i should say.. life at BAR-5 sucks!! i still love velvet.. hahaz.. but come to think of it.. it wasn't so bad after all.. with all the stupid funny faces eric tay makes, it does make my stay at BAR-5 a slightly better one.. =) started doing opening already.. will aim to do faster the next time round.. i discovered although i'm stationed at BAR-5, i'm only there like once a week.. the other 2 times i'm usually off helping at other bars.. hahaz.. new experience every week.. =) been heading back in company transport after work recently.. very super uber lazy to go supper or left for dead.. very tired n hot.. damn the weather.. i never reach home in a non-sticky manner.. air con is my savior after work.. that's bout all for work stuff..

as for my life.. same ol' stuff.. partying on thurs.. DBL O as usual.. haven't got drunk yet.. only uber high... hahaz.. some catching up with old friends n ex colleague.. shopping, eating, paying bills, short malaysia trip, ktv-ing.. ahhhh... all the moolas spending activities.. hahaz.. nevermind.. i only live life once.. gotta do what i wanna do with no regrets.. =D this week is gonna b boring with work cos there's gonna b 4 straight working days.. but the goodie thing is there'll b more moolas to earn of cos.. =)

once my pay comes, i'm gonna set aside moolas for: touch-up hair colour, cut hair (its really irritating me), send my nintendo DS-Lite for for stupid repair, pay bills, get a new hard disk as my lousy lappy is really giving me probs.. n hopefully save enough for a new nicey lappy..

that's bout all.. work work work.. moolas moolas moolas!!!!!! =D

..::..我想知道, 她哪里比我好很多..::..

..::..aLL bEcaUsE oF yOu..::..

2009-04-14T21:36:00.002+08:00

yes.. i'm super uber unhappy n emo-ly now.. this feeling sucks.. why mus YOU* show me that.. i really HATE YOU* not.. geez.. i still have that tiny lil thought telling me that i could perhaps trust YOU* a lil.. but...... why.. its ALL BECAUSE OF YOU*......

..all out of love.. YOU* are the stupid reason for my teardrops......

..::..EvE oF gOoDy fRidaY..::..

2009-04-10T05:45:00.002+08:00

hello ello jello yello.. hahahaz.. its been long i know.. been damn tired n lazy ever since i'm reshuffled to MEMBERS' BAR.. not easy working there.. speed, service n everything.. but still, am glad to be there.. cos i get to learn new stuff.. i still miss velvet life though.. went to BATAM few day back too.. its alright.. jus that its not the first time there so not that much of a excitement anymore.. anyway.. was working yesterday.. n guess where am i stationed.. the place i've never work at before...... WINEBAR.. gosh.. there were so damn many cocktails can.. n frappes to do.. coffee.. blah blah blah.. open bottles also open till crazy.. but it quite fun though.. learn alot of things especially the cocktails that you don't always get to do at other bars.. good experience.. =D alrighty.. gonna keep this short.. am tired already.. i wanna go party soon man.. hehez.. tataz~

..突然好想你.. i really missed the way YOU'VE held my hands that night.. if only i could turn back time or perhaps make it happen again..

..gOoDbyE vELvEt..

2009-03-24T07:58:00.004+08:00

hmmm.. i've finally spent my last sat working in VELVET UNDERGROUND.. its kinda sad actually.. its the place where i started working n learning as a barmaid.. i'm starting to miss that place already.. many photos were taken that day.. =) of cos i wanna thank everyone in velvet for teaching me many many things.. especially aru n sam low.. they have guided me through n tolerated all my "rubbish".. n wed, i'm gonna offically start day one at BAR 5: MEMBERS BAR.. gotta re-learn everything again.. =( i really hope i can pick up things fast n not make any major mistakes.. learn fast n perform well = increment.. hahahahaz.. so if you are a member or something do visit me there.. or if you wanna see me, can try to sneak in.. hahahahaz.. =P well.. nothing much to talk about.. i'm very very hungry now.. go eat first.. toodles.. =D

the VELVET strength for sat.. =D I LOVE VELVET!!!!!!

..::..waves GOODBYE to VELVET UNDERGROUND n HELLO to BAR 5: MEMBERS BAR..::..

..::..CONFESSIONS OF A SHOPAHOLIC..::..

2009-03-18T08:08:00.003+08:00

alright alright.. was just browsing through movie webbys and my mail box.. came across this movie that i'm gonna catch for sure..

"CONFESSIONS OF A SHOPAHOLIC"

reason being.. i'm a shopaholic too.. =D SHOPPING IS MY LIFE..!! that explains where my moolas flew to.. XD i can easily spend up to 2K at HONG KONG excluding airfare n lodging.. up to 200 over dollars jus on make up.. i buy what i like.. i fall in love with things at first sight and throw them one side when i reach home.. =P

here's the synopsis of the movie "CONFESSIONS OF A SHOPAHOLIC"..

Genre of movie: Comedy

Language: English

Director: P.J. Hogan

Cast: Isla Fisher, Hugh Dancy, Joan Cusack, John Goodman, John Lithgow, Kristin Scott Thomas, Leslie Bibb, Fred Armisen, Julie Hagerty, Krysten Ritter, Robert Stanton, Christine Ebersole, Clea Lewis, Wendie Malick and Stephanie March

Release date: 26 March 2009

Synopsis:

In the glamorous world of New York City, Rebecca Bloomwood (Isla Fisher) is a fun-loving girl who is really good at shopping — a little too good, perhaps. She dreams of working for her favorite fashion magazine, but can’t quite get her foot in the door — until ironically, she snags a job as an advice columnist for a financial magazine published by the same company. As her dreams are finally coming true, she goes to ever more hilarious and extreme efforts to keep her past from ruining her future. Isla Fisher (“Wedding Crashers”) stars in the film from producer Jerry Bruckheimer and director P.J. Hogan (“My Best Friend’s Wedding”). The screenplay by Tim Firth and Tracey Jackson is based on the books “Confessions of a Shopaholic” and “Shopaholic Takes Manhattan” by Sophie Kinsella.

sounds good isn't it.. this is gonna be a must watch for all females.. cos we are all shopping manics i believe..

i'm so gonna drag a couple of my shopping girlie buddies for this show.. i bet they WILL LOVE IT too.. =D

JOIN ME IN THE SHOPAHOLIC CRAZE TOO.. CATCH "CONFESSIONS OF A SHOPAHOLIC" ON 26 MARCH!!!!!!

..::..LonG timE nO sEE..::..

2009-03-18T07:26:00.003+08:00

oh hi dear bloggie.. its been 254674903748 years since i last updated you.. hahahahahaz.. same old reason lahz huh.. i'm jus plain LAZY!!!!!! gosh.. there's nothing big that happened.. jus some stuff that made me change my thinking towards many many peepos.. peepos whom i think i can trust = can't trust at all.. work is still the same.. nothing major.. unless i wanna talk bout the reshufflement coming up.. i already know where i'll be posted.. so no more surprises.. i don't wanna go there.. i'll rather stay at velvet.. well well.. life still moves on while i'm ranting.. so i told myself.. i WILL treasure my last 3 days at velvet underground.. i WILL shout I LOVE VELVET on my last sat there.. i'll miss the sat DJ HONG for sure.. i WILL try not to be late this week as its my last week there already.. hahahahaz.. talk like as though i won't b going into velvet.. but i really don't wish to b reshuffled.. =( alright.. my life flows by everyday like this: eat, sleep, work, parrrtty, drink, lan gaming (oh yes.. i'm addicted into lan gaming.. i can't believe it initially.. but hell yea.. i LOVE the game LEFT FOR DEAD.. =D).. no life at all right.. of cos i've been overseas.. i mean really over the seas = BATAM.. hahahahaz.. its an experience.. i feel so mutherfarking RICH there man.. see what jus buy.. don't havta think much at all.. relax n relax.. did massaging, facial.. hahahaz.. pampering!!!!!! will b heading there again next month again.. n this time i hope many many fun peepos will go.. peepos i don't wanna see will not appear.. but i'm kind hearted.. i'm always fine with everything.. hahahaz.. okays.. i'm awake at this type of early birdies timing(7.30am) cos i slept too much for the passed few days.. so i told myself to wake up early.. surf the net.. update this cobbywebs filled bloggie, eat a proper lunch later, leave house pretty pretty n do some light shopping perhaps alone (i actually like doing it alone.. but i always ended up spending much more moolas..) n head to work on time today.. i'm so gonna do it.. =) i should i spend my voucher on the hello kitty by M.A.C blusher.. its cute.. n limited edition too.. or should i wait n one shot spend alot on moolas on my cosmestic.. everything is finishing.. need to stock up.. my facial needs are running extremely low too.. need hell loads of moolas.. alright alright.. there's nothing much i wanna talk bout.. its a brand new day afterall.. =D

..i DETEST you, you n you.. oh hell yes.. ALL OF YOU..!!!!!!..

..fOr thE paSt tirEd wEeK..

2009-01-13T06:35:00.003+08:00

well well.. it has been a busy n tired week for me.. that explains the reason why i haven't been updating.. its working all the way from wed to sun.. let me us touch on the more significant ones.. on friday (9th jan), i freaking reported to work at 3pm.. for some cheapo singtel function.. did opening as i'm the only velvet resident.. as usual i'm excited for that day cos at night ARMIN VAN BUUREN is coming to spin.. =) but i can't party cos i'm not allowed!!!!!! so was damn busy throughtout the night.. all the way till almost 5am.. ran over to bar 2 so i can hear him spin n alsso take a peekture with him.. but their own photographer said can't take with him when he is spinning.. so i waited.. but it feels weird standing there n not working so hop off to supper point to wait.. he spins damn good lahz.. can't help shuffling a lil.. =) went back when i start to hear peepos shouting "one more, one more, armin, armin..".. but he can't b seen at the DJ console.. so went over to the smoking deck.. n waited.. so when i saw him, i don't know where the hell i get the courage to actually talk to him.. i said "eh, do you mind if i take a picture with you..?" n guess what armin replied.. he said sure.. i'm like freaking happy can.. here so it is.. ARMIN VAN BURREN for you.. =D

that's ARMIN n me.. =D

went for supper with JIDAN n RON.. cos i don't intend to sleep.. as i'm working at 12.30pm on sat.. but till bout 8am, i can't tahan anymore.. cabbed home n napped for about an hour.. met SOPHIA at the control station.. we are working for some angpows givaway.. we looked like zombies can.. so chatted while we worked.. n i find her a really nice person.. =) after the angpows thingy, JUNREN send us for dinner.. his treat.. ate damn full lahz.. after which send us to work.. thanks eh.. =) i'm like so sleepy till i almost fell asleep at the bar can.. my regulars are like laughing at me lorz.. so used my break to sleep at the locker room.. in the end, we are allowed to go back at 1.30am cos there are not much customers.. intended to go home.. but colleagues jio go ST. JAMES POWER STATION.. can't resist the temptation.. so i went with my zombie look.. shuffle a lil here n there.. n supper aftermath.. slept a lil n worked at 1pm again.. this time round with my dearest JOAN cos SOPHIA reported sick.. we laughed n chatted.. so time seemed to pass very fast.. after work, i went shopping with the rest n spent loads of moolas.. =(

well.. for yesterday, i spend my day sleeping, eating n watching dvd.. a typical lazy day for me.. oh ya.. did i mention i got my belly piercing on tues le.. so happy lahz.. here it is.. a bit fat lahz.. cos jus finished eating..

the belly piercing.. =) painful but endurable.. a new start for me.. =)

later, i'm gonna meet CHERYL n JING JING.. going MALAYSIA for some cheapo stuff.. that's bout all.. tataz.. =)

*i've learnt that not everyone can b trusted.. everyone is wearing a mask.. fakeness is all around me..*

*somehow or rather, i still miss YOU*..*

..a yEaR oLdEr, a nEw staRt..

2009-01-06T11:33:00.002+08:00

okays.. i know its starting to grow moulds again.. let me start eleborating.. shall skip photos cos i'm lazy..

2nd Jan 2009

IT'S MY BIRTHDAY lahz.. hmmm.. rotted at home.. dressed up n headed out to JURONG POINT CHAPTER 2 to get my hair cut.. i was late as usual.. they are actually closing.. luckily my hairdresser was around.. i was his last customer.. birthday girl is always lucky isn't it.. after which it was to ZOUK/PHUTURE.. =) meet up with SHU YI n walked over together.. i told her over the phone i had no birthday cake this year n she actually took the effort to get one for me despite how late it was.. so sweet of her right.. loves her man.. =D cut the cake with little peepos.. a rather low profile one.. there's SHU YI, MAVIA, JEREMY n ESH.. but of cos i saw many many peepos.. n received loads of wishes b it through sms or from all my colleagues.. its like as though the entire ZOUK COMPLEX knows its my birthday.. =) went in n order a round of drinks from RENI.. BLOW SERENA (change the concoction of BLOWER/BLOWJOB n RENI named it that) n ISLAND IN THE SUN.. not bad lahz.. went out to get APPLE LEE in.. she's like damn damn late lahz.. headed off to PHUTURE next.. danced n saw EDDIE.. was dragged back to WINEBAR n got treated to a DOUBLE FLAMING AK-47 WITH MILK.. damn!! the kick came damn fast lahz.. it was a wild n fun night.. hahahaz.. almost had a fling but...... hahahahaz.. the rest is for me to know.. XD waited for JOAN at the staff gate area for supper.. many saw that i was sober.. which was good.. its amazing i was sober after a night of drinking.. birthday girl some more.. saw HIM* too.. i was like saying hi n HE* shouted yo!.. i asked, "YOU* owe me something lorz.." n HE* replied, "i got send you lorz.." i said never receive n ask HIM* to send again.. HE* said ok n gave the ok signal too.. but...... it was pure disappointment again...... =(

3rd Jan 2009

work with a hangover.. not a very bad one.. relatively awkward experience.. we seldom talk anymore.. lesser conversations.. good also.. but still we helped each other.. some how or rather i can't resist helping HIM*.. this feeling should fade off quite fast bahz.. i did closing n damn the dj.. kept spinning.. damn the customers.. kept ordering one by one.. can't they order all at one go.. n peepos who took order also didn;t inform me what they took.. its a hard time counting n observing what was taken out lorz.. i guarrantee there's gonna b lots of wrong openings on wed.. finally finished at 5.20am.. headed off to supper with RENI, KHAI n JOYCE.. KHAI'S treat.. =) many peepos were there already.. so they went off first leaving COLIN joinning us for the chat till sun's up..

from sunday till today, i rotted at home.. breakfast with mama, shopping, reading, msging, sleeping...... nothing much.. i tried to do many things to keep my mind of YOU*.. later if nothing goes wrong i should b meeting JOAN.. hopefully i get my moolas for shopping.. n bad news.. i might not head to HONG KONG due to some reason.. =(

*its a new start for me.. i'm one year older now.. i mus think before i act.. i'll heed all the advices given by all the LISTENING EARS.. thanks for being by my side n listening to me.. you guys are all i need.. =) right now all i wanna do is.. go back to being friends n only friends with YOU*.. its hard but i believe i can do it..!! relationships are gonna come last cos i wanna concentrate on my job.. i wanna gain back the trust again.. increment n everything.. I WILL WORK HARD!! YOU* are the one n only person i accidentally made a confession to.. i didn't want it to happen.. it spoils our friendship.. but i believe we both are doing a great job pretending nothing had happened.. which is the best for now.. i admit i still miss YOU*.. but it'll go off eventually.. my birthday shall b the last day i receive disappointment from YOU*......*

*可以吗, 让我和你对调..

希望换成你爱我爱的快要疯掉..

知道吗, 你对我多重要..

我不要别人温柔的怀抱..

我不要听不见你的心跳..

连我熟悉的味道, 再也闻不到..

我只要你爱我一次就好..

从前亲密的暗号, 多想再次亲耳听到..

让我暂时的依靠, 那是份张止痛药.. 很快会失效..

你只要再哄我一次就好.. 让我可以很骄傲..

记住我拥有过的好..

我想记住在你怀里的微笑......

*

*我可以勇敢的爱, 爱我, 就带我走......

*

..MY BIRTHDAY!!..

2009-01-02T07:01:00.003+08:00

i still can't fall asleep.. mayb its due to having too many things in my mind.. =( i'm feeling upset.. even though its my birthday.. somehow or rather, its my worst birthday ever......

came back bout 2hrs ago.. met up with RENI, SHAWN, JUN REN, EDWYEN, CHERYL n ASH for SEOUL GARDEN at TAKASHIMAYA jus now.. part of a farewell dinner for RENI.. its kinda sad though.. seeing fun peepo leaving.. afterwhich, met up with KHAI n MYRA n headed to CINELEISURE n BALCONY to chill.. no movies to watch anyway.. saw SOPHIA n WESLEY too.. chatted n chatted.. n don't know what happened we went to MUSTAFA in the end to walk around.. dim sum aftermath n home.. chatted with SHAWN too.. thanks to all the nicey peepos who wished me jus now.. all appreciated.. =)

went to MALAYSIA on tues.. it was a pleasant trip at first.. peepos present were: CHERYL, JING JING, ALLEN, COLIN, YONG CHUN, JOYCE, RONG AN, ASH, KHAI, MYRA n FAIZUL.. some stuff happened.. more to my fault.. this is the only time i do not wish to write out what happened.. i jus regretted.. i'll not drink when im not in a good mood next time.. wrong things came out from me at the wrong place n time to the wrong peepos.. i'm sorry if i've created trouble.. n thanks to KHAI, MYRA n YONG CHUN for staying by my side all the while.. its was greatly appreaciated..

n to YOU*.. thanks for all the unknown concerns or what-so-evers YOU'VE* given to me.. lil gestures from YOU* is enough to make me go soft.. i'm jus very upset when things happened, it wasn't YOU* by my side to talk to me.. its not an obligation i know.. but still.. it would b nice if we could jus talk n sort everything out.. n not saying YOU* were scare.. i'm not the type who will stick to YOU*.. we are still friends.. but pretending is the hardest thing to do in my life ever.. pretending as though nothing has happened is killing me.. i'm afraid i might break down anytime.. if YOU* are scare, i am worst off.. even though i somehow blurted out everything, i still know what i've said.. its still somehow a confession.. i'm still a girl.. if only there's something bad to remind me of YOU* so i could jus HATE YOU*...... its my birthday today.. n i receive no wishes even thorugh sms from YOU*.. thinking back bout the effort i put in 3 weeks back for YOUR* birthday looking around for a nice present, a nice card to write n wishing YOU* at 12plus am once the clock strikes 12am when i'm at work.. it was all optional.. all out of my own heart but still i was truely disappointed.. a simple birthday wish wouldn't kill.. it was indeed utter disappointment...... =(

*worst birthday ever but still HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MYSELF..*

*its every little thing YOU* do that makes me fall in love with YOU*......*

..wEird tiMinGs..

2008-12-30T02:06:00.002+08:00

well.. basically its a weird timing early in the morning now.. hmmm.. been a good girl.. stayed at home.. reading my twilight storybook.. addicted to it.. i'm like done with 3/4 of the book already.. think i'm gonna get the second book real soon.. i'm kinda excited now.. cos will b heading to MALAYSIA with the bartenders tml or should i put it this evening.. to eat, shop n drink.. have yet to pack my stuff.. gotta bring my uniform with me.. cos most prob heading to work straight aftermath.. its NEW YEARS EVE.. so i guess there's gonna b lots of peepos.. hope it won't b busy though.. i guess it might b a few days later before i update again.. getting really busy.. small trip, work, club n celebrating MY BIRTHDAY.. =)

find the wordings behind my zouk mitten kinda interesting.. shall quote them here.. i guess that can be my resolution for 2009.. =D

1: I will not SHOP ON IMPLUSE again, ever.

2: I will make enough MONEY to PAY FOR my CRAZY SHOPPING NEEDS.

3: I will SMILE more and BOTHER less.

4: I will finally get my "APPROVAL FOR DRIVING".

5: I will quit ZOUK, start A PROPER HIGH EARNING JOB, and eat REGULARLY.

6: I will go to NEW ZEALAND and JAPAN.

7: No more SKIPPING lunches and WEIRD TIMINGS FOR dinners.

8: I want to meet A NICE BOYFRIEND and bring HIM OUT to my FAVOURITE PLACES.

9: I will try to make time for ALL MY FRIENDS, FAMILY AND ROMANCE.

hahahaz.. fun isn't it.. basically its like fill in the blanks kinda thing.. so the blue words were the given words.. yellow are the ones i filled in.. =) of cos its subjected to changes.. n i hoped i can fulfil them as well.. as for quitting zouk, it might b hard.. hahahahaz.. for boyfriend part, i shall start hunting around.. =D

alrighty.. shall hereby wish everyone a HAPPY NEW YEAR n may everything go on smoothly in the year 2009.. n also a HAPPY BIRTHDAY to myself.. =)

*i'll see YOU* later.. i'll b INTOXICATED by YOUR* presence for sure......*

..fEstivE sEasOn..

2008-12-27T07:30:00.004+08:00

alright.. i know this blog is growing lotsa moulds.. hahahaz.. this will be a super uber long entry n i've decided to skip all peektures cos there's lots of them.. can view at my facebook though.. here it goes.. =)

21st december 2008 (sunday)

met up with KHAI n MYRA first in BALCONY.. n since its a sunday.. its no surprise seeing zouk staff.. GIANT, HAIRIL n FREDA was there too.. soon, COLIN arrived.. chatting away n suddenly someone appeared.. GOLDEN!! hahahaz.. thought who asked him sia.. but he said he is here with KELVIN CHEW n JINTONG.. of cos took many funny peektures.. change of location to SWENSONS to eat n chat after finding BALCONY too crowded.. hahaz.. after which, walked down all the way to BOAT QUAY to meet up with the others.. lots of them.. LYN, PIN, KEITH n OTHER FLOOR STAFF.. first was SHE BANG n then to CANTO ROCK.. had like 3 bottles of martell there.. of cos all of us went crazy dancing n laughing the night off.. passed HIM* his birthday present like finally too.. that was only after i drank.. not in a very extreme sober state of mind though.. hahahahaz.. at least like that i won't feel so shy.. supper aftermath then home.. n the most funny slogan of the night was: SIAL PNYK GEMOK!! (don't know correct spelling a not) everyone roars in laughter when someone says this phrase lahz.. =D it was indeed a FUN-FILLED night..!!

22nd december 2008

decided to rot at home today since last minute i wasn't working.. damn tired lorz.. ended up in ZOUK for the underage party with JOYCE, RONG AN, JEREMY, FIRDIAN n ALFIAN.. brought my SIS along too.. it was boring lahz.. mayb cos it was an underage party.. supper at TONG SHUI, chatted n home after which..

23rd december 2008

christmas shopping with my dearest JOAN ONG.. =) some miscommunications so i ended up waiting for 2 hours for her.. went to SHUGAR to look for ESH.. chatted while waiting for JOAN.. she said i slimmed down alot.. happy lahz can.. =) had dinner at LONG JOHN SILVER together n chatted lots.. planned to attend ARMIN VAN BUUREN at ZOUK on the 9 jan.. die also gonna take off lahz.. =) went to SINGTEL SHOP cos JOAN is getting iphone for JASON for his christmas n borthday prezzie.. i shopped lots too.. n the most sway thing was.. i lost my bro's prezzie.. i bought a monopoly for him n i left it in the washroom.. some freaking kido girl mus have took it according to JOAN.. =( moolas flew away... damn the girl.. *cursing: may your hands rot man..!!* headed to CINELEISURE.. saw zouk staff again.. bought tickets for the movie Twilight.. dine at HK CAFE before it starts.. JASON'S face was beaming with happiness when he received the iphone from JOAN lahz.. feel happy for them too.. =) n i bought a nice majolica majoca glitter eyeliner for my dearest JOAN as her xmas gift.. =D Twilight was good.. love the movie.. =) i hate peepos who are unappreciative when they receive presents.. make the giver damn sad.. =( that was what happened to me.. hahahaz.. JASON sent me home after the movie.. =)

24th december 2008

its CHRISTMAS EVE!! worked.. n i work cos got double pay mahz.. hahahaz.. i received presents too.. million thanks to those i've received from.. i felt loved!! hahaz.. =D nothing special.. not busy at all surprisingly.. boring in fact.. n i wasn't asked to stay back initially.. n out of no where i was stationed at bar 5 without being asked whether i want a not.. so i missed supper at HAPPY VALLEY with the firs group of peepos.. =( but still suppered with KHAI, RENI, LI MEI, XIN LIN n JIDAN after work at TIONG BARHU MARKET.. chatted, laughed n home was next..

25th december 2008

its CHRISTMAS!! no date for the first time.. single.. hahahaz.. so sleep till i happy then wake up.. mus have enough energy for clubbing at night.. chatted on the phone with DOMINIC n MICHELLE.. persuaded JOAN to join in too.. so after rotting till i'm happy again.. got ready n cabbed down with MICHELLE.. picked JOAN up on the way too.. n i finally received my xmas present from her.. the TWILIGHT STORYBOOK.. sooooo happy lahz.. =D reached DBL O at 10plus pm.. lots of them were already there.. peepos present were: MENG HUA, YEW FEI, DOMINIC, YONG CHUN, JOYCE, RONG AN, SOPHIA, CHERYL, CERE, MICHELLE, JOAN, JINTONG, LORRINNA, KERWIN, CALVIN, 2 JONATHANS, JEREMY, CHENEY, KELVIN CHEW, KEN, EDDIE, ANDY, XIN LIN, 2 FADS, ZASON, ARVIN, VEEJAY.. man.. these are the peepos that i clearly remembered.. damn alot lorz.. its like a mini zouk staff party.. these are only the bar side peepos.. n its not all.. i have yet to include the floor staff, cashiers n security peepos.. damn happening lahz.. drink lots too.. i was like hugging everyone in my super high state.. taking photos all the way.. hahahaz.. the kick really came when i drank tequila pop, jagerbomb n vodka neat straight without resting.. thanks to EDDIE.. hahaz.. so headed to the dance floor with LORRINNA to dance the alcohol off.. off to CANTO ROCK again after DBL O closes.. drag here n there.. n i discovered many peepos that i don't talk to usually were actually quite nice n different from work.. =) opened another martell again.. da with YEW FEI don't know how many glasses.. it feels like i'm training for my birthday so i won't get drunk man.. suppered at S-11 CLEMENTI with MICHELLE, ARVIN n VEEJAY aftermath.. i had fun again but its kinda sad without seeing *YOU......

26th december 2008

went to work with a freaking hang over.. it makes me freaking frustrated through the night.. nothing amazing happened.. suppered at JURONG WEST with ALAN, DOMINIC, ZASON, COLIN n A SECURITY GUARD(sorry i forgot his name) after work..

27th december 2008

worked like again.. but today there's a guest dj.. FERRY CORSTEN!!!!!! too bad i couldn't take off.. it was damn crowded lahz.. i went over to listen for a while during my break.. it was good!! been quite emo today.. so i spent part of my break reading my storybook too.. addicted to it man.. didn't expected my side to b busy.. but i was wrong.. late crowd again.. damn the customers.. idiot.. keep changing orders.. think i very free is it.. got slammed by mixer jugs on my elbow too.. damn painful.. its swollen now.. arghh!! it jus wasn't my day.. had bah kut teh as supper with JOYCE, CHERYL, ASH, KAI LIN, YONG CHUN, COLIN, KERWIN n LI MIN.. laughed loads man.. disturbing one another.. =D accompanied JOYCE to HARBOUR FRONT before heading back myself..

as for yesterday i rotted the entired day at home.. sleep eat, sleep n read.. hahahaz.. woke up early today.. n jus had my early lunch.. later might b meeting JOAN for dinner in the evening.. that's bout all.. its getting uber long.. am looking forward to tml.. cos if nothing goes wrong, should b heading to MALAYSIA with the bartenders.. =) n i'm counting down to my BIRTHDAY.. its only 5 DAYS away!!!!!! to those i've invited, pls get back to me asap yea.. if not i'll b angry.. tataz~~

*should i be glad that i've start to talk lesser n lesser to YOU*......*

..CONFESSION..

2008-12-22T18:23:00.003+08:00

i have a CONFESSION to make..

everything happens for a reason..
i can't help falling for YOU* deeper n deeper..

i know its wrong.. it shouldn't happen at all..

i tried talking lesser to YOU*..

but alcohol makes me a bolder person.. only then i wouldn't mind my surroundings n talk, play, dance n even touch YOUR* hand..

gosh.. sometimes i really HATE that i'm falling for YOU*..

n at times i would really like to shout out to YOU*:

"DO YOU* KNOW I LIKE YOU*..?? CAN YOU* PAY A LIL' MORE ATTENTION TO ME..!!"

i'm simply upset now..

i wanna be YOUR* everything..

the person YOU* date, disturb, play, talk n pay attention to..

for now.. i shall keep quiet n let everything fade away......

perhaps the right one will come soon......

*perhaps i shall jus CONFESS to YOU* on my birthday......*

..faLLinG siCk aGain..

2008-12-21T06:32:00.003+08:00

jus got back not too long ago again.. received some songs that i've always wanted from JOYCE.. its jus so hard for me to find those trance/house music man.. now got her to send me.. =) so i owe her xing hai shan's hong kong fried mee fen this wed.. hahahahaz.. i'm a happy girl today too.. did my very own first cocktail.. hahahaz.. own concoction.. customer said not bad.. named it as BLUE SERENE.. hahahaz.. a peaceful feeling.. =)

oh ya.. i've received my stuff from fr3b again.. but its normal postage i opt for.. don't like.. =( registered better..

the package i received.. got one big hole at the corner.. =(

luckily the things are still intact.. ordered opti-free lens solution as i've always wanted to tried that.. the other one is cure gel.. don;t what's that.. jus order n try.. hahahaz.. =)

i got this almost gonna fall sick again feeling.. =( sianz.. n i'm not working on monday.. double sianz.. cos not working = no moolas..!! might consider bringing my sis to club then.. hahahaz.. i also don't know what else to blog about le.. shall end here then.. toodles.. =)

*i might see *YOU tonight.. pray uber duper hard..!! =)*

..tirEd-nEss..

2008-12-19T05:59:00.010+08:00

oh well.. jus came back not too long ago from work n supper with dearest JOAN.. so happy to eat supper together lahz.. cos its very rare.. hahahaz.. =) went partying with the 2 Ms (MYRA n MICHELLE) plus many other peepos yesterday (wed) night at ZOUK/PHUTURE.. before that was some light shopping at BUGIS JUNCTION.. =) got MYRA in even though we reached late.. was damn crowded man.. its been so long since i last saw both ZOUK n PHUTURE had the "FULL HOUSE" board outside le.. had fun.. =D i didn't drink much cos was on medication.. medication also = SLEEPY!!!!!! so promised them will drink on my birthday.. n i saw many many friends too.. i really MISS partying lahz!!!!!! took care of the 2 drunkards.. puke on my leg some more.. can tell me its mee hoon n sotong.. gosh!! hahaz.. suan le.. drunk is like that man.. glad i'm sober to take care of them.. =) alrighty.. peektures will tell everything.. i'll put up the nice ones.. cos i'm jus plain lazy.. =P

myra n me.. =)

me, me, me.. =D

acting cute lahz.. XD

us again..

with vintage shades.. *LOVES*=)

that's myra for you.. =D

we took this using timer.. if only the background was a beach.. it'll b picture perfecto.. =)

posing.. =P

i played around with my timer function of my camera.. hereby presenting the below 8 crazy, laugh-any-o-how peektures.. XD

LOVE the lighting of this shot man.. =D

*MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!!!! =D*

the doc says i mus eat.. so here i am eating.. =)

phutured with michelle, kin n fadyll..

michelle, fadyll, me n myra.. =)

first round.. 42-below n apple mixer..

michelle, kin n myra..

opps.. i'm caught drinking..

me, myra, arun, michelle n kin.. =)

half tray of sex on the beach, apple shooters n illusion aka "chap cai ben" (mixed vegetable rice) is drank n arun OC another tray for us.. hahaz.. =D

highness!!!!!!

pee-pee time plus photo taking..

jeremmy n me.. =)

uber red me after jagerbomb n super high them at zouk's mambo jumbo.. =)

high angle.. =)

well.. flipping through magazines n seeing postcards n my schedule.. its gonna b damn packed for me.. guest DJs like gareth emery, radio slave n ferry corsten is coming to spin man.. plus xmas n new year's eve is around.. its gonna b damn damn slam!!!!!! should i take off to listen to ferry corsten spin.. hahahahaz.. alrightys.. gotta rest.. reporting at 4.30pm for some conference function later.. toodles.. =)

*wishing *YOU:

誕生日おめでとう

Otanjoubi Omedetou Gozaimasu

hope you'll enjoy yourself.. =)

n i so wanna see *YOU soon......*

..GASTRIC SUCKS..

2008-12-17T03:03:00.004+08:00

geez.. i've been sleeping too much today.. drifting in n out of sleep.. all due to my stupid gastric.. lil pains started bout a week before zoukout.. i've been having really irregular meals.. n its finally full blown after zoukout on sunday morning.. it was so unbearable till i havta give up my lunch date with JOAN.. ate medicine n rested n it got better at night.. n who knows.. this morning it got worst.. i mean really bad.. its like pain every 30 odd seconds.. i almost died.. no choice gotta see a doc at night.. no drinking for at least a week for me.. hahahahaz.. good.. so i have a reason to avoid drinking.. seeing doc nowadays are so expensive.. so lil medicine already cost me $32.. but health more important.. i HATE having gastric...... =(

oh ya.. i've received the sample i ordered from fr3b again.. its such a cool place man.. only need to pay for postage n its right to your doorstep.. interested in trying this cool website, move your cursor to my advertisments area n click on the fr3b icon.. it'll benefit both me n you.. =)

the registered package that reached my place this afternoon.. =)

the sample i ordered.. a Complete Multi-Purpose Contact Lens Solution.. =D

haiz.. sometimes i wished i could tell YOU* i'm sick today.. remembered YOU* poured milk for me to drink that night cos i was drinking coke after taking my gastric medicine.. i don't wanna ask for more.. seeing YOU* is good enough for me.. i can't help but smile upon seeing YOU* everytime.. perhaps feelings might die down when times go by......

*partying tonight n hopefully i'll see *YOU around.. it'll brighten up my day for sure.. best of luck to *YOU for the "thing" YOU'VE* been busy with later man.. =)*

..prE-zOukoUt paRty n zOukoUt..

2008-12-16T00:23:00.019+08:00

uh huh.. finally i'm awake enough to start blogging le.. geez.. it was a damn busy n tiring weekend for me man.. gonna b a long entry with truckloads of photos again.. hahaz.. =)

worked on fri for the PRE-ZOUKOUT PARTY.. didn't expect it to b busy at all.. perhaps other outlets were not.. but VELVET was busy for sure.. damn tired lahz.. did closing some more.. reach home at bout 5plus.. slacked till 6plus n went breakfast with my SIS.. after which coma till 12plus pm then wake up.. woke up late lorz.. cos gotta report at 2.30pm.. n i got tons of stuff to pack n buy..

left home at 2pm.. walked over to buy lightsticks.. 100 wrist lightsticks n 10 big ones.. cost me a total of freaking $25 man.. but its a once a year kinda thing.. so its alright as long as i have fun.. its my first ZOUKOUT afterall.. =D cabbed down to ZOUK to gather up with the rest.. last one to reach.. was damn tired lahz.. reached SILOSO BEACH SENTOSA.. picked up some stuff n headed off to our bar.. did opening.. n set up the bar.. took photos.. n went "shopping" n "collecting" after changing to our crew tee shirt.. more photos after that n headed off with JOANNA to collect dinner for the group.. went distributing lightsticks n goodies to other bars too.. =)

after dinner = operation time starts.. well.. expected to have a slow crowd so it won't b busy.. but hell no.. initially everything was slow.. ended up our bar was freaking slam!!!!!! i'm in-charge of the subaru station.. slow but tons of orders came in when i shouted "last call for free flow".. damn cheapo lahz.. hahaz.. n i really mean it.. orders came in bulk ok.. in at least a dozen at one go.. breezers, mixers were all out by 12plus am.. queue lanes increased from 7 to 11.. gosh.. some customers were nice.. others sucks big time.. can't b bothered at all.. i even went to ibt 3 cartons of redbull from bar 5 n carried all the way back.. bottles of water were flying around.. shouting n catching them was fun.. hahahaz.. flaring n doing different stuns.. =D finally get to go visiting other bars at 5plus am.. =) head over to the main arena to listen to above n beyond.. they were good.. but compared to the last time i heard them, this time they didn't spin that well.. everything ended at bout 8am i guess.. pack up.. assist KHAI in closing.. help out in other bars.. waited for transport back to ZOUK n off we go for breakfast.. bah kut teh after a tiring day is damn shiok man.. peepos went were: ME, JOAN, GOLDEN, DAVID, KHAI, COLIN, ALLEN, JINTONG, RENI n YOKE LING..a total of 10 of us lorz.. reached home at 12plus pm n coma all the way man.. was actually meeting JOAN for lunch but i had a super uber bad gastric prob.. so couldn't go in the end.. alrighty.. shall stop typing n start with the photos.. =)

the bag of $25 worth of lightsticks.. =)

joanna n me on board the bus..

us again.. =)

khai n liang wei..

michelle n jing jing..

the drinks menu.. =)

our pre-set up bar..

pre-set up bar 2..

that's me.. =D

liang wei, joanna n me..

setting up in progress..

the mambo n hip-hop arena stage..

all set-up n ready.. =)

kerwin n me..

zoukout 2008 staff wrist band.. =)

full shift group photo 1.. =)

full shift group photo 2.. =)

me n joanna after changing into the crew tee..

liang wei n me..

colin n me.. =D

liang wei n kerwin..

operation starts..

khai n me..

bar 1 ic khai in barblade action..

mavia n me..

joanna, steven, liang wei n i forgot this guy's name..

the 42-below dancers.. hahaz..

joanna, eileen n evelyn..

took this with yuki n evelyn during my jalan jalan time while listening to above n beyond.. =)

khai n me.. after packing.. sun's up..

me, joanna n liang wei..

kerwin n i forgot his name guy..

joan n me 1st shot.. =)

joan n me 2nd shot.. =)

all my goodies.. =D full collection of lanyards n other stuffs..

oh ya.. did i mention i got goodies from zouk in my mail box today.. =)

before opening..

opened up.. a care instructions with events lined up behind n a mambo jumbo ho ho ho mitten.. =D

n my dad brought home this lil birdy which dropped down from the tree.. it can't fly yet.. so here it is at my place now..

lil birdy..

cute!!!!

that's all.. am feeling hungry again.. go dig for food to munch.. toodles.. =)

*when will i see *YOU again man...... misses lots......*

..cHanEL n wOrK..

2008-12-12T04:45:00.005+08:00

jus came back from work.. took a different transport today so i was the first to alight.. =) today wasn't busy at all.. damn boring.. did a swee swee closing today.. hopefully its really swee swee lahz.. hahahahaz..

yesterday went to CHANEL'S CHRISTMAS DINNER PARTY at ISETAN SCOTTS with JOAN.. i was invited n i could bring a lady friend so i brought her.. =D learned some makeup tips there too.. =) before the party, went to FAR EAST first.. had our lunch.. n shopped around for a pair of shades for ZOUKOUT!! we both bought a pair.. =) walked around TOWN aimlessly aftermath.. after the party, took photos.. =) hahaz.. only a few lahz.. n headed off to dinner n work.. was not busy at all too.. i guess everyone is saving energy for ZOUKOUT.. let us all die.. hahaz.. hitch a ride from BRYAN after work.. was damn sway lahz.. forgot to bring my fried rice back.. only remembered it jus before i reach home.. so i cooked noodles.. n... i drop the entire bowl on the floor.. how unlucky can i get.. =(

joan n me.. =)

my lil' bag of CHANEL loves..!! =D

that's me.. =)

me taken with the christmas lightings..

joan, me n christmas lightings.. =)

alrightys.. gotta go rest soon.. later will b the final battle before ZOUKOUT..!!

*i misses your smile...... i might die from crushing on *YOU......*

..biRtHdaY uPdatEs..

2008-12-10T04:48:00.009+08:00

okays.. i slept too much today so here i am awake at 5am.. blogging.. hahahahaz.. its gonna b a super uber long entry.. with lotsa photos.. i'll try to have as lil words as possible.. let peektures do the talking.. so BEWARE.. hahaz..

on fri (5th dec), went to SHU YI'S 21ST BIRTHDAY CELEBRATION at CHEVRONS.. could have reached earlier but waited for APPLE n MEI JUN at CLEMENTI to head over together thus end up reaching late.. chatted a lil with apple.. shall chat more when we meet up next time.. left at 10.4pm.. cabbed to work.. was in a uber happy mood till 2plus.. out of a sudden i felt like vomiting.. geez~ but still went for supper CHINATOWN with a whole lot of peepos: JINTONG, KELVIN CHEW, ALLEN, SHAWN, RENI, COLIN, LI MEI, "JI DAN", MYRA, KHAI n GOLDEN.. headed home n discovered i had fever so i gave up going to BEN n JERRY'S CHUNK FEST.. but still went to work.. =( here's the photos from shu yi's birthday.. =)

apple n mei jun..

jun zhuo, apple, mei jun n ah boon..

me, jun zhuo, apple, mei jun n ah boon..

me, annie, jun zhuo, apple, mei jun n ah boon..

me, apple, n mei jun.. =)

me n my bestest bestie apple lee.. =)

yan bing, jun zhuo, apple, mei jun, ah boon, me n annie..

shu yi's birthday cake..

i acted a birthday girl.. hahahahaz.. =D

actual birthday girl shu yi n her lovely cake..

group photo with birthday girl.. =)

reported early on sun (7th dec).. gave JESSIE'S 21ST BIRTHDAY PARTY a miss.. sorry bout that.. its a wedding party hosted at velvet.. prepared bout 200 champaign flutes.. nice nice.. intended to go for supper after work but was rainning cats n dogs.. so headed back straight..

the 200 champaign flutes..

as for mon (8th dec), slept till evening n woke up due to a call.. invited to DARREN'S BIRTHDAY CELEBRATION.. i was late as usual.. peepos present were: CASSANDRA(darren's gf), CHERYL, MENGHUA, YEW FEI n GOLDEN.. COLIN, JUN REN n LEXIS came damn late n stayed a lil while.. after which headed down to ST JAMES.. there's YEW FEI, JUN REN, LEXIS, JINTONG, JERRY n a couple i'm not sure.. poor menghua couldn't get in despite the help we tried to get him.. reached home at only 6plus..

cheryl n me..

darren "drinking" the not yet flamed up waterfall..

meng hua n me.. we bought the waterfall for darren.. hahahaz..

meng hua n darren playing 5-10.. look at their faces..

darren n his gf..

meng hua n darren..

me, cheryl n absolute vodka..

still playing 5-10.. darren looked stressed.. hahaz..

waterfall, ak-47 n absolute vodka..

finally he is drinking the flamed up waterfall..

yew fei n me..

jun ren n me.. =)

colin n me.. like da tuo zhao sia.. hahahaz.. =D

colin n me again.. taken by cheryl..

meng hua, lexis, yew fei n jun ren..

me n cheryl..

yew fei n jun ren..

yew fei, meng hua n jun ren..

group photo 1..

group photo 2

meng hua n me.. =)

meng hua n lexis..

as for today.. slept lots.. hahahahaz.. that explains why i'm awake now.. i'm a very happy girl on monday man.. =D

can't wait to...... see you.. daisuki~~ =)

..aftEr a LonG wEekenD..

2008-12-08T08:07:00.002+08:00

got back from work.. finished breakfast n finishing watching a movie named "koizora" meaning "love-sky".. its so nice n touching.. i cried like hell.. gosh.. i'm emotional alright.. can't wait for the rest of the comics to b out.. i guess i've almost totally given up on "X.X.X".. cos i finally know who* i wanna see everytime n i'm always happy n smile-ly when you* are around.. you* never fail to make my day.. even when i get scolded.. =) gotta go rest.. will update later when i have the energy..

*i was waiting for your reply.. didn't you* get home safely......*

..bUsy bUsy..

2008-12-05T07:01:00.003+08:00

jus got back from work.. wed was SUPER DAMN SLAM(BUSY)..!!!!! almost died man.. orders kept coming non-stop.. everybody like damn rich.. all of us didn't even go for break.. so long velvet nv so busy on a wed le.. damn super tired.. all told me its gonna be that busy during dec.. good training.. haiz.. =( kill me bahz.. i might die.. after work, had supper with SHAWN.. eat chatted at GHIM MOH MARKET..

was busy for a while during mid-night maddess jus now.. after which i was at pre-lounge.. own time own target.. so shiok.. was msging away.. i got to know which bar i'm at during zoukout le.. damn disappointed lahz.. =(after work, went supper at LAVENDER with my dearest sista JOAN.. its a SUPER RARE occassion that she asked me go supper after work.. damn happy can.. enjoyed myself.. was chatting away till 6am then cab home..

oh ya.. i got the stuff i bought from fr3b le.. fr3b.com is a website full of samples you can get to try on.. dying to buy something to try but afraid to cos you are not sure if it suits you, this is the place you should try looking at before getting the retail size.. which is very good for me cos i'm the type who's very scare on making decisions before trying on something.. =) i tried on the product today.. i should say so-so only.. 2-way cake is still not very suitable for me.. but the packaging of the box is quite good.. i expected only an envelope.. but no.. it came in a nicely wrapped up box.. the product is bubble wrapped too.. double protection.. i like.. =) 2 photos to show.. =)

the package.. before opening.. =)

opened up.. only the small lil' bubble warpped thingy is what i ordered.. the rest are freebies.. =)

alrightys.. gotta go rest le.. later still gotta wake up early to attend shu yi's birthday party.. =) will be reporting to work late.. but i'll get to see many many friends.. toodles.. =)

*i'm a VERY HAPPY girl today because of you.. =)*

..wEiRd hOuRs aGain..

2008-12-03T05:31:00.005+08:00

well.. here i am blogging at super uber weird hours again.. 5.30am.. how bout that.. hahahaz.. went out with dearest JOAN ONG today.. like finally we are going out alone.. =) i'm not late today too.. met inside the train.. headed to CITY LINK'S GELARE for waffles.. its waffles day on tues too.. =) after which walked over to MARINA SQUARE to get my fringe trimmed.. i will say its ok only cos not my own hair stylist cut de.. he's off lahz.. =( nvm.. next round then.. went to catch soft toys.. luck not bad today.. caught the bread bread that i've always wanted n a huge banana.. hahaz.. i saw these stitch stickers stuck onto the machines n i asked the person in charge for them.. n guess what.. the person in charge gave me a whole bunch of them.. its sooooo cute lahz.. thanks man.. =D JOANNE came over to meet up with us too.. head over to SUNTEC to get shu yi n jessie's birthday prezzies.. i declare myself BROKE le..!! walked around n went back to MARINA SQUARE to wait for JASON to come pick us up.. took photos.. here they are..

waiting for bus.. its raining heavily..

while waiting for joan at the station.. i like this pic.. =)

dearest joan ong n me.. =D

my bread bread n me.. *loves*

huge banana n me.. =)

CINELEISURE is next.. bought tics for the movie Quarrantine.. i should say its not as good as i've expected it to b man.. sis said the spanish verion: .REC is much better lahz.. sianz half!! before movie was foodie at XIN WANG HK CAFE.. ate n laughed our hearts out at some jokes.. hahahaz.. after movie saw some zouk staff too.. not surprising at all.. usual hangout.. =) headed home after that.. jio-ed my sis to accompany me to ESSO to pay my credit card bill.. heart pain lahz!!!!! =( was reading comics trying to sleep but can't.. haiz.. i'm going to search for a drama to watch now le.. tataz~~

*friday.. friday.. friday.. faster arrive...... so i can see you.. =)*

..oDD hOuRs..

2008-12-02T04:03:00.005+08:00

geez.. i fell asleep jus now n i'm freaking awake at this super odd hour.. 4am.. omg!! another typical rest day for me.. after washing up, went for dinner with MAMA n LIL' BRO.. eat at a COFFEE SHOP.. afterwhich is COMIC SHOP for me.. n WEST COAST PLAZA is next.. although its not the first time i've been there.. but i jus like walking around.. there's so many new shops.. n restaurants.. after scouting around a lil, last stop was NEW YORK NEW YORK.. shared a choco fondue with mama n lil' bro had a choco ice-cream waffle.. paid for everything.. let photos do the talking.. was kinda bored while waiting for the food though.. =)

that's me.. purely NO MAKEUP..

me n my lil' bro..

with lil' bro peek 2.. =)

the nerdy looking me.. =P

with the fondue strawberry.. yummyz~~

the choco fondue.. =D

well.. no peektures of mama though.. hahahaz.. n i played around with some peeks jus now with photofunia.. here they are.. =D

that's my facebook profile pic for now.. =)

apple n me.. armani mania poster girls.. =D

joan n me.. city info.. inform peepos of what.. hahaz.. =)

i like this.. set as my phone's home screen pic.. =)

reni n me.. did we make this granny angry.. haa.. =P

nice right.. =) well.. that's bout all for now.. gonna continue surfing around le.. afterwhich, sleep n meet up with JOAN in the afternoon.. =) toodles~~

..haPpy satUrdaY..

2008-12-01T02:35:00.005+08:00

i was actually lazy to come online but was online eventually due to checking of movie timing.. intended to catch a movie with my sis but she's getting tired.. so forgo the idea.. dealing with my ibanking stuff jus now too.. some probs n i called the customer service.. was told to try tml morning.. since i'm online, mus as well update right.. hahahaz..

friday was nothing special.. worked n supper aftermath with MICHELLE, ALAN n COLLIN(forced him to come along.. hahaz.. =)) at a COFFEE SHOP at CLEMENTI.. eat, chatted n laughed.. hmmm.. slept till work time.. rushed to work on sat cos i promised sam low i'll do opening.. still late in the end but i still did my opening for the first time.. was a sucessful one for me.. easy i should say.. joan said is cos i know how to do closing le.. so opening is small case.. hahahaz.. =) a short while after meal break, bar 2 called to request for staff.. n i went over.. so happy lahz.. firstly, its my fav bar.. secondly, i finally get to wear the pre-zoukout tee shirt.. thirdly.. its only once in the blue moon i get to work at disco bars for the entire night n lastly got guest DJ: dave seaman.. =D a couple of peektures were taken.. =)

this is how i looked when i went to work on wed.. long time nv makeup le.. =)

bar 2 with reni.. =)

that's super happy me at bar 2 n super tall arvin.. =)

saw my "motivation".. of so many bars why mus he go bar 2 lahz.. nvm.. i've made up my mind to give up.. or should i say i'm trying to.. even michelle tells me to change target.. hahahahahaz.. shall see bout it.. looking forward to tues.. cos i can FINALLY go out with JOAN ONG!!!!! last meet up some things came up so didn't meet.. this tues die also mus meet arz.. pay is so little.. after paying up credit card bill n hp bill i'll b left with $0.. can't wait for the next pay.. cos its gonna b quite a bit.. n christmas is coming.. the season of giving n love.. hahahahaz.. so i'm scouting around for love.. =P n since christmas is coming i need loads of moolas to get prezzies too.. need to write out my list le.. who will b the lucky peepos lehz.. hahahaz.. =) i wanna go threading tml..

*i believe i'm seriously crushing on you.. how...... is it gonna b another no happy ending crush..??*

..tirEd bUt caN't sLeEp..

2008-11-28T07:11:00.002+08:00

geez.. i'll take back my words written in the last post, might b the last post of the week.. haiz.. i can't freaking sleep lahz.. finished work.. balaeric thursday is actually more busy than show me the moet on wednesdays man.. unexpected at all.. i've said some stupid stuff during work today.. shall b more observant next time round.. after work bought pratas back to munch on.. was damn hungry.. watch dvd n played psp aftermath.. n till now i still can't sleep lahz.. transferring some stuff now.. after which shall surf a lil more before i knock off to bed.. gotta work later some more.. fridays r expected to b more busy than usual..

I WANNA CHANGE MY MOTIVATION LAHZ..!!!!!!

i'm beginning to HATE him more n more..

who should i change to lehz...... *pondering* hahahahahaz..

..bUsY wOrkinG..

2008-11-27T16:08:00.002+08:00

hello hello again.. this should b the only post till next week le.. gonna b busy working.. nan de get to work 4 days.. well.. nothing much happened.. wasn't busy at all.. nowadays, i don't get to close station n do closing le.. went around "shopping" at different bars to get IBT forms signed.. "motivation" said to me "take back my pen from sam low..!!".. arghhh.. as if i owe him millions n thousands sia.. anyways.. got myself britney's womanizer singles cd from yesterday's event.. =) customer gave me phone number.. geez~ weird lahz.. mayb if you are more shuai or should i say my type then i'll text you.. hahahahahaz.. *slaps herself* ok lahz.. gotta go get ready le.. working later.. hopefully i'll b placed in disco.. cos its juice 10th anniversary: very spectacular party.. =) velvet is going to b sianz..

should i change my motivation......

*oh friday...... please come faster...... =)*

..caN't sLeEp..

2008-11-24T04:08:00.004+08:00

i still can't sleep at this hour.. geez.. what's wrong lahz!!! but anyways, yeahness.. i've somehow or rather recovered from my utterly sick self.. almost died at velvet on friday night.. fever shot up all the way throughout the night.. was shivering.. =( got into some misunderstanding redbull issue n got scolded.. damn!!!! went for beancurd n soya bean after work although i'm burning up.. cabbed home aftermath.. fever was up to 41 freaking degrees n only came down at 6pm.. wash up n head to work.. its so good to feel healthy.. it makes me so hyper throughout the night.. supper after work with MICHELLE, ALAN, ZASON, COLIN n SUNNY.. laugh n talked..

went to an anime fair at SUNTEC CITY with SHAWN jus now.. walked around.. took only 1 photo.. met TECK CHYE for supper till 12plus.. long time no see man.. wanted to go for movie but too late le.. there'll b next time.. =)

a photo take with the gundam character.. =)

alrighty.. shall go surf around n try to watch bleach.. i'm missing alot out lorz.. i'm going out with my dear sista JOAN later.. so happy.. lalalala.. =)

how i wished you could be sweeter towards me...... disturb me more n make me laugh......

..siCk..

2008-11-21T16:45:00.003+08:00

i can't sleep anymore.. cos......

I'M VERY VERY FREAKINGLY SICK!!!!!!

geez.. i HATE this awful feeling.. running nose, sore throat, cough, headache n raising fever.. popped my pills n hopefully i get better later.. i'm still going to work.. no point wasting the attendence bonus.. cos the cut-off date is near.. n of cos its a friday today.. why do i look forward yet still not so in the end.. *ponders* hopefully fever temperature doesn't increase n make me say weird things later..

どうして君を好きになったんだろう

doushite konna ni suki nan darou

簡単すぎて答えにならない
kantan sugite kotae ni naranai

..maNy manY daYs..

2008-11-19T04:19:00.006+08:00

hello hello.. long time no blog again.. so this is gonna b a long long entry.. a few days altogether..

on thurs (13 nov), went down to VELVET UNDERGROUND for a party.. brought 4 girls together.. APPLE, ZHONG YING n 2 of her friends.. had a bottle of vodka.. thanks to someone.. =) had fun.. cos i can seldom club.. some photos below.. =)

me with the mascot: ben foo..

darling apple n me.. =)

semi-high me with the balloons..

fri (14 nov), would b work work work with a bloody hang-over.. gosh!! but i survived!! =) after work, head to some coffee shop for supper with JUN REN, COLIN n ZASON.. eat n chatted all the way till the sun is up.. hahaz.. sat (15 nov) is yet another normal day.. work n stayed to earn more moolas.. =)

sun (16 nov) is ZOUK'S FLEE N EASY.. went down to shop shop n bought myself 2 dresses.. =) headed off to PRATA SHOP with KHAI, MYRA n YEW FEI for some light bites before our STAFF PARTY!! didn't drink much cos i don't wanna die.. went around cheating peepos with our "holy water" with colin.. damn funny lahz.. here's the photos.. some only though cos i'm lazy..

colin n me.. the "holy water" group.. =)

ken's gf, ken, allen, collin n me..

lorrinna, yew fei, dominic, joan n jintong..

my "sweet ambush" n me.. =)

arun, joan, me n lorrinna.. =)

dearest sista joan n me.. =)

me n dominic..

me n joan.. mirror image.. =)

mon (17 nov) headed to GREAT WORLD CITY for dinner with MYRA.. chatted a lil n headed off to WINEBAR to meet up COLIN.. talk n laugh lots.. drank some too.. blower, sour plum shooters n ex tt.. first time drinking it due to some reason.. its much better than flaming for sure.. =) after which, went to CINELEISURE with KHAI, MYRA, SHAWN n COLIN for movie.. watched MADAGASCAR 2: EACAPE TO AFRICA.. laughed quite a bit.. shawn sitting between me n colin didn't laugh much making me feel weird lahz.. hahahaz..

today lehz.. met SHAWN for lunch then headed off to JURONG POINT to meet up JOANNE.. walk around n chill before dearest JOAN came n headed off to BUGIS to shop.. slacked at mac till 3plus.. n here i am blogging.. alrightys.. gotta sleep.. toodles!!

i'm feeling all confused now.. your smile is so cute n i'm captured by it.. oh man.. friday please come faster......

..mOviE n mEmOriEs..

2008-11-11T17:22:00.003+08:00

well.. basically there's nothing for me to do today so here i am blogging.. went out with ZHENG XIANG yesterday.. watched SAW 5 again.. i don't know what to elaborate.. its jus like the good ol' times of us being together.. watch movie, chatting, dinner, arcade.. haiz.. MEMORIES..!! all these made me wonder why did we actually broke up.. is it really there is no longer love.. its a cold theater yesterday n you help me feel warm.. all the little little gestures.. haiz.. i feel so wrong all over.. it jus isn't right at all.. i feel so guilty n sorry.. i pity *her as well.. somebody pls slap me ok.. wake me up!!!!

went to meet up JOAN, JASON, JOANNE, n 2 DELI GIRLS aftermath.. didn't talk much n headed back after that.. today is rest day.. cos tml gotta work le.. will try to reach early cos i wanna learn how to do opening.. i'll end with a couple of photos taken then.. =)

asked jun ren to help me take this.. its a bombay sapphire inspired picture behing me..

that's me.. waiting..

am i really smiling..

i'm all confused now.. i know who i like.. but i like chatting with you through phone n msges.. disturbing you.. and now.. memories came flooding back.. i guess i really need some quiet time by myself to really sit down n calm myself.. n there's only one place i really like.. should i head there again......

..uPdatEs..

2008-11-08T16:15:00.011+08:00

hello hello.. back to update again.. i finally had my hair cut at CHAPTER 2 on thurs.. cut my fringe.. wash n blow my hair.. i guess my hairstylist did a good job.. see.. =)

me.. after the finge trim.. =)

since i went with my sis, we took a couple of photos too.. n guess who we saw.. my ex.. hahahaz.. he also went to cut hair.. but we saw him he didn't see me..

my sis n me.. =)

us again..

after that went to CHINATOWN area to dine at some chinese restaurant to celebrate my mama's birthday.. it cost a bomb lahz.. n i paid!!!! had sharkfin, fish maw soup, meat rolls, beancurd, vege, oysters n egg.. making me hungry now.. head down to KBOX after eating.. first time go sing with my family lahz.. its fun!! shall have this more ofter.. =) so i sang for one n a half hours, paid for the room (100 bucks ok).. n cab down to DBL O le.. clubbing with the bartenders!!!!! i didn't expect to have this amount of peepos.. ME, JOAN, jason's sis JOANNE, KHAI, MENG HUA, RENI, XIN LIN, MICHELLE, ALAN.. n we saw FAD n GARY there.. didn't really drink alot.. but we had fun.. let photos do the talking.. =)

me n joanna..

dearest joan n me.. =)

meng hua n me..

khai n me..

in da club with her.. =)

meng hua n khai..

meng hua, khai, joanne n joan..

me n my sis look alike, reni..

me, reni n khai..

our drinks: breezer peach, pomergranate cosmo, jagerbomb n sex on the beach..

xin lin n joan..

at the dancefloor with khai, xin lin n reni..

me, xin lin, reni, khai n meng hua..

joan, xin lin n reni..

the barmaids.. =)

alan, michelle, joan n reni..

michelle, joan n me.. reni is behind the glass panel.. hahaz.. =)

oh ya.. i saw my sec school friend ANGELINE too.. a fight broke out.. n there's blood.. ewww.. splash on us some more.. aftermath headed to SPIZE to have our supper.. eat n talk.. n JASON came pick us up after that..

nothing much happened yesterday.. worked early.. had supper after work to morning.. n slept till bout half an hour ago.. hahaz.. later gotta work again.. hopefully this sunday i get to see jon digweed.. world's 3rd best DJ.. =)

i'm feeling so weird now.. what's that doki doki kimochi when i see you.. hmmmmm...

..i love disturbing someone..

..maLaysia n mOviEs..

2008-11-05T15:58:00.002+08:00

here i am blogging.. well.. spent my monday n tuesday quite well.. monday, went to MALAYSIA with RENI n SHAWN.. went to JUSCO n CITY PLAZA to eat n shop around.. i bought a anime dvd that i've been searching for quite some time.. =) headed back at 10+pm.. reached home, started eating n my dear JOAN said wanna go CAMP at DEMPSEY to take a look.. coming to fetch me.. so i finish up my food n met them.. reached there but its close so shall head there to drink next time.. next was CINELEISURE.. i was telling JOAN, "don't so zhun again, lift open jiu bingo..".. n yes!!!! it was BINGO again!!!!!! haiz.. why is it that when you don't wanna see someone, that someone always appear de.. anyways.. bought tickets for SAW 5.. woohoo!! its gore man.. loves~~ hahahahaz.. but i gotta catch it another time next week with another person..

yesterday was a sudden outing.. so popped by CINELEISURE again.. watch TROPIC THUNDER.. not bad.. funny n gore again.. hahahaz.. after that eat pratas at THE CHEESE PRATA SHOP near my place.. then drove around to MOUNT FABER, the "99 WANS" near KENT RIDGE PARK..

alrightys.. i really don't know what else to write.. so ending here.. off to work later..

..addicted to my anime n you..

..oFF daY..

2008-11-03T00:44:00.006+08:00

hmmm.. i finally finished uploading peektures for halloween into my friendster.. so tiring man.. halloween is fun but damn tiring lahz.. quite slam also.. but i did enjoy myself.. shall jus put a couple of them here.. those who wanna see, pls go n take a look at my friendster ok.. cos i still havta load into facebook next.. but that should b on tues.. my eyes are hurting from all the computer staring.. hahaz.. =)

me.. before all the makeup dress up.. =)

me n colin.. i like this shot the best!! =)

me n yong chun.. =)

me.. full dressup..

apple n me.. =)

khai n me.. =)

my dearest sista joan n me.. the witch n zombie.. =)

jeremmy n me.. =)

scary oon n me.. =)

john n me.. =)

allen n me.. nicely taken.. =)

mirror image.. =)

tired me n shag colin..

oh ya.. yesterday after work went supper with colin, chee kia n sunny.. its the FIRST TIME in my entire life i took a bike lahz.. n its SO FUN!!!! i like the feeling.. now i dare to sit bike le.. =) tml should b going out.. but don't know where yet.. will b back to blog more.. =)

..tRaininG n cLuBbinG..

2008-10-31T13:19:00.007+08:00

jus woke up not too long ago.. its so HOT today.. till i can't sleep any longer.. =( anyways.. went for jagermeister training yesterday.. a short training.. we drank like 2 bottles of jagermeister..?? hahaz.. drank jagerbomb, jager shots, jager-cranberry, jager-orange juice, jager-lychee syrup..?? hahahaz.. got some goodies as well.. lanyard, pen, miniature, test tube.. took some photos too.. =)

my FIRST virgin attempt of drinking jagerbomb.. =)

reni n me.. first shot.. she's too tired to smile..

2nd shot.. i forced her to smile.. =)

ash n me.. blur first shot..

better clearer shot.. =)

after training, went to WINEBAR to chill with MING HUA, DOMINIC n YOKE LING.. left after a while.. walked over to DBL O.. dominic intended to club.. but too bad he's wearing berms.. me too.. wanted to leave.. but saw JEREMMY n other floor staff n security guys.. so went in in the end.. drink, drank but not drunk.. I FREAKING DANCED LIKE A MALAY LAHZ!! hahahahaz.. mus suit the environment right.. =) head to LIVING ROOM after that for a while.. then eat at MAC n off we go..

that's about all.. looking forward to next thurs.. hopefully it'll b fun!!! =D n tonight is HALLOWEEN!!!!!! damn excited lahz.. =) gonna dress up.. mus take lotsa photos!! n i jus got my nails painted navy blue.. first time dark colour man.. gotta go rest a lil n off to work le.. toodles.. =)

i so wanna take photo with you.. hope i can.....

..jUst a daY oUt..

2008-10-29T15:42:00.004+08:00

hmmm.. nothing special happened.. went out early with XIU MEI yesterday.. been quite some time since i last saw her.. did some catching up.. =) went hunting for her friend's birthday present.. headed to FAR EAST first.. chicken rice is the first thing cos we were both starving.. after that bubble tea-ed n walked over to C K TANG.. a boring place.. TAKASHIMAYA is next.. bought a pooh bear n headed off to CINLEISURE n HEEREN.. i bought a couple of stitch n scrump stuff.. they are so cute.. i can't resist buying them.. =X walked n laughed on the way to PLAZA SINGAPURA for our waffles..!! yummy!! was craving for them n i finally had them.. shopped around n headed home le.. so basically i walked the whole stretch of orchard road yesterday... only took 1 photo with xiu mei.. so here it is.. =)

me n xiu mei.. =)

that's me.. look at those ugly eye bags!! =(

okays.. that's bout it.. gonna head to get ready for work soon.. feeling so lazy....... my off days seemed to passed so fast..!!!!! halloween is only 2 days away now.. =)

..bUsy wEek iS fiNaLLy ovEr..

2008-10-27T18:29:00.006+08:00

i'm finally out of coma bout an hour ago.. its so tiring man.. working straight 5 days.. n staying for 2 days also.. OMG!! well.. thought it'll b busy yesterday but it wasn't at all man.. its so boring.. there are more employees than customers man.. hahahahaz.. went over to bar 2 early.. n took photos there.. shall jus load in a couple of peektures.. =)

that's me heading to work.. =)

reni, me n fad at bar 2.. =)

fad, me n kerwin.. =)

so now my dear olivia knows where i'm working le right.. don't need to guess le.. =)

am so hungry now lorz.. going to head out for dinner soon man.. i think my eyes kenna infection again lorz.. =( no wearing of lenses today man.. i'm so looking forward to halloween now.. =D

seeing you brightens up my day but all i can do best now is.. avoiding......

..LonG wEekEnD..

2008-10-25T17:17:00.003+08:00

ahhhh... i'm so TIRED!!! yesterday was the first time i worked such long hours man.. great experience.. haa.. did closing too.. hopefully there isn't much wrong openings today.. i need more practice man.. supper after work as usual.. well i can say usual now cos recently, had been eating the almost the same bunch of peepos.. reni, shawn, jun ren, xin lin, "ji dan".. =) weird things are happening.. peepos who are mean to me at first are treating me slightly better..?? someone texted me out of the blue n we anyhow jus fixed a movie date.. gosh!! i would freaking understand how his gf would feel if she knows that..

well.. its gonna b a long weekend this week before i can take a rest.. already got someone to catch SAw 5 with me.. so one down another to go.. who wanna watch COFFIN with me.. hahahaz.. n i wanna go to the night safari to see their halloween stuff.. so many things to do yet not much time.. anyways.. gotta go.. toodles!!

..can't take my eyes of my eye candy.. =)

..daY-oUt..

2008-10-22T16:02:00.011+08:00

i don't understand why but i seemed to sleep lesser n lesser nowadays.. slept only at 6.30am this morning n i freaking woke up at 11plus am.. what's wrong man!!!

anyways.. went out with dear JOAN yesterday.. went to NEW YORK NEW YORK to have our lunch.. its been bout 3 months since we last said we wanted to go eat there.. foods not bad.. service also.. we got the halloween table.. haa.. speaking bout that, i'm kinda looking forward man.. alrighty.. let pics do the talking.. =)

the NEW YORK NEW YORK menu.. =)

first shot..

second shot.. so much nicer.. =)

me.. with the pepperoni pizza poster..

my fish n chips.. =)

her spring chicken n our calamari rings..

sipping away the oreo chocolate.. =)

after that headed to SUNTEC CITY to walk around.. many changes.. ate this french parfait thingy.. yummy!! will try other flavours next time.. played at the arcade.. the taiko game below made us bonkers.. was laughing away..

the taiko game.. =)

after that headed off to BUGIS.. shopped a lil.. too broke to buy many things.. gonna eat grass soon.. =( CINELEISURE was next.. headed to the 9th floor.. saw many zouk staff there.. its like a hangout for peepos working there.. wanted to catch a movie but there's nothing nice.. i so wanna watch COFFIN n SAW 5 man!!!!! anybody wanna accompany me watch that.. =)in the end we went down to that cafe to chill while waiting for JASON, ARUN n jason's sister, JOANNE.. suggested go sing.. after rotting for an hour or so, headed off to TOP 1 KTV.. sang our lungs out till 5am.. ate n jason sent me back..

so here i am blogging n have nothing to do.. gotta surf aroud a lil more then get ready for work... am thinking.. sometimes the more you don't wanna see someone, that someone tends to appear everytime.. its so torturing man.. was reading magazine jus now n came across this short paragraph..

"THE COTTON CANDY CRUSH: some crushes are like cotton candy - they look yummy and totally tempting, but when you actually get a taste, there's not much there. suddenly, you're left with disappointment and no crush. sometimes, a crush should stay a crush and simply be a delicious daydream. that way, you'll always have someone sweet to think about as you drift off to sleep..."

i guess you are considered as my cotton candy crush n an eye candy for the time being.. =) ending here.. ciaos!!

..::..a nEw bEginNinG..::..

2008-10-20T16:11:00.003+08:00

okays.. i'm back after sucha long time.. january till now.. well.. edited my blogskin though i'm not very happy bout it.. changed my link.. so please don't even bother to read the old posts.. they all useless anyways.. everything is ALL OVER!!!! n i hereby declare myself TOTALLY RECOVERED!! =)

well.. many things happened throughout the passed half year.. i did many things that i've never done before.. so yea.. i've been ENJOYING myself totally!!

i guess i'll end here till i have more things to talk about.. heading out soon..

last but not least.. shall present a pic of myself.. =)

this was taken rather recently after i had my hair-cut n re-dyed my hair..

2007-12-30T02:02:00.000+08:00

MY BIRTHDAY IS COMING!!

BUT WHY AM I NOT LOOKING FORWARD TO IT!!!

HOPING TO HAVE A FEW GOOD PREZZIES THIS YEAR THOUGH..

..最幸福的悲剧..

::~tOns oF spLugEs~::

2007-11-14T00:41:00.000+08:00

geez.. i know i havn't been updating.. cos i've got no life nowadays.. work work work.. pple faster book mi out can!!! aniwae.. got tons of new things recently.. lots of contributions from dearest hubby wormy!! yeahness!! i can strick off things from my wish/wants list le.. got more things i want.. so pple take note cos my 21st bdae is approaching.. wee!! gotta save up.. so long~~ =)

..::..i'M-a-haPpy-girL..::..

..最幸福的悲剧..

::~2nD aNnivErsaRy!!~::

2007-10-10T01:28:00.000+08:00

woo hoo!! long time no blog.. jus wanna add some stuff as i'm very sleepy now.. its our 2nD aNnivErsaRy today!!! 2 years together le.. time flies so fast.. although loads of stuff had happened, but i'm starting to see changes.. lets work hard together ya..

i love ya wormy hubby!!!!

muackiez + huggies!!

..::..hAppY-2nD-aNnivErsaRy..:;..

..最幸福的悲剧..

::~uPdatE sOon~::

2007-08-23T00:06:00.000+08:00

i'm kinda busy n lazy these days..

i'll blog n upload peektures up soon yea..!!

pardon me... =P

..最幸福的悲剧..

::~raBbit~::

2007-08-17T23:05:00.000+08:00

tee-heez.. blogging at cinE now.. using the com there.. i'm such a pwetty happy ger these few days.. hubby pampered mi again todae.. he came to fetch mi from work.. shopped a lil' at faR EaSt after my meal there.. reserved black stockings.. 1 for jamie n 1 more myself.. den walked to tanGs maRkEtpLacE to get my sugarcane plus sour plum.. =) walked to wiSma.. shop shop..

didn't see anithing i like at F21 n topshop.. sway towards esprit n finally got a prezzie for hubby's frend.. cos tml is the celebration.. speaking abt 21st bdae celebration, my best frend's is next week.. gosh!! wad m i gonna get for her.. no $$$ le lahz.. hahaz.. den walk to cinE.. got our tics for Dead Slience.. its a movie tat i wanna watch.. hope it'll b nice.. went over to dOdO cLub n got myself a mask n a pair of fake lashes.. =) saw a couple of frends too.. hEerEn next! shop shop.. n i saw tis rabbit soft toy at action city.. i'm sooo damn freaking engross in it.. i realli tink its so damn cute lahz!! but hubby sae i got alot of toys le.. cannot buy.. wanton mee next.. n dumb mi.. i ordered 2 bowls of wanton mee dun wan mee.. omg!! its supposed to be dun wan chilie.. ha~ after munching.. washroom time.. n guess wad.. wen i came out from the washroom.. i got a surprise!!!! hubby bought mi the rabbit!!!!! i'm soooo soooo happy lahz!! =) i'm so pampered! one happy happy mi.. i'm wearing a smile for the rest of the night..

hee~ alriteyz,, will load the pics up soon.. ciaoz~~

..::..rabBit-raBbit-raBBit!!..::..

..最幸福的悲剧..

::~anNa sUi sEcRet wisH~::

2007-08-16T02:19:00.000+08:00

YEAHNESS!!!!! i'm sooooooo damn happy now can.. cos i finally got my Anna Sui Secret Wish perfume!!!! wee~ hubby got it for mi today.. its part of my 22nd monthsary prezzie.. tee-hee~ i shall not write more.. let peektures do the talking..... =)

alrite.. i'm pondering on whether to open it a not... =P

see that smile.. tee-hee.. still thinking..

oh my!! i'm still freaking adoring the Anna Sui Secret Wish perfume!! ok! i'm gonna stop that!!

here u go~~~

TA-DA~~~!!!!!

presenting the one n onli Anna Sui Secret Wish perfume bought to mi by hubby!!
*smiling away* =)

hehez.. here's my poor boy after spending on my fav lil thing on mi... =P well.. he's elbow-ing the gui gui.. tat's revenge!! hee~ =P

here's my crazy flying boy!!! xD

this is a lil something i got for him* from my shopping trip last week.. its actually orange in colour.. =)

and..... this is a photo i created jus now.. love it.. especially when i'm being treated like a lil' princess..

well.. i'm having super duper dry flacky skin now.. results from the tanning session last sat.. gosh!! hoping it'll recover soon.. one more thing down from my long long wish-list.. hee~ n tat's all for the day.. working tml.. resting soon i guess..

thanx a million zillion bunch

my dear boy*.. muackiez!! =)

..::..aLL-smiLiEs-fOr-tOday..::..

..最幸福的悲剧..

::~sLigHt tUrn~::

2007-08-15T02:23:00.000+08:00

blogging while he's studying for his exams.. well.. things have taken a slight turn for the better now.. i realli hope tis time will last long.. i HATE quarrels n crying!! jus came back from supper,, had my fav nooldes.. yummyz!! now munching on sweets.. rest a while den i'm gonna read my cleo mag le.. well.. dunnoe wad else to blog.. tat's bout' it.. good luck for ur exam tml.. muackz~

..::..teLL-mi-waD-iS-haPpinEsS..::..

..最幸福的悲剧..

::~aLL tEaRs~::

2007-08-13T21:17:00.000+08:00

i really don't know what to do!!!!

i'm all tears again..

what do you want me to do..

nothing i do is right!!!!!

why don't you just kill me...

you just don't understand how i feel!!!!!

..::..hatEfuLnesS..::..

..最幸福的悲剧..

::~pEektUrEs!!~::

2007-08-13T01:11:00.000+08:00

hehez.. i went MIA again.. now i'm back.. loads of peektures to post.. n i'm done editing them.. weez!! so many things happened.. been so busy.. hehez..

bUgis trip with jamie first.. bought some stuff.. spluge again.. =( den met hubby n paper bear for beancurd at seLegiE aftermath.. 03-08-07.. =)

hehez.. some of the clothes i bought.. i carried bags from topshop back too.. (03-08-07).. =)

at haJi LanE with jamie but i onli got my own peeks!! =P i spent today(07-08-07) again.. hehez..

i finally got my anna sui's eye-lash curler!!! its super good can!! =D n i fell so in love with the new season's stuff.. "RoyaL RomP"!! i wan more stuffs from anna sui...!! (07-08-07)

hubby brought mi to watch the fireworks for this year's NDP 07.. its so nice.. n see tat star light thingy i'm holding.. its 2 for $2!! for charity!! hubby buy for mi de.. we so kind hearted!! 09-08-07.. =)

hubby drove us all out to jUrOng entErtainmEnt first.. cos hubby is gonna buy my perfume for mi.. but the biggest bottle out of stock le.. sad!! the biggest bottle more worth.. so i gonna wait till either wed or thurs lidat.. hmphz~~ =( den off we go to bUgis first cos jamie wanna get some stuff.. den walked around the bUgis strEEt area.. den mr. paper bear n a frend reached.. ate at the wantOn mEe stOre.. den aRcadE time!! spent loads again.. sorry dear.. =( den vroom vroom to cinE for our movie: Rush Hour 3!! so funny lorz.. after tat go back le.. =) love it wen hubby drive.. muackiez~~ 10-08-07.. haPpy 22nD mOnthsaRy!!

my cam-whored peeks.. together with the sunflower n a stitch hubby caught for mi.. my 22nd monthsary prezzie.. (10-08-07) =)

its sEntOsa time!! so long nv go le.. had fun chatting n tanning away.. =) i'm all smiles whole day!! n a feast after tat!! $200++ lorz!!!! omg~~

tis is jian hong n gf shi hui.. 3 peeks of him carrying her.. wootz!!

below 3 peeks will b the toopid faces of albert!! be WARNED!! supper funny.. actually got like 27 shots.. gonna put them together.. they eat up all my phone memory!!

see!! funny rite.. hahaz.. damned!! i' so freaking burned now!! long time no tan le.. been bathing n spating loads of cream to prevent peeling!! today went to watch hubby's match.. they WON!!! agtermath went for good food again.. den advance celebrated jian hong's birthday.. shi hui made 2 cakes for him.. so sweet.. n it taste good too.. alriteyz.. gonna rest le.. ciaoz~~ =)

..::..i-LovE-thE-haPpy-timEs-nOw..::..

..最幸福的悲剧..

::~ranDom~::

2007-08-02T16:55:00.000+08:00

alriteyz.. nothing interesting happened in my life.. these 2 days keep vball-ing.. tues went sPans there to play.. my skills realli sux!!! boo!! wed lehz.. went to see hubby's competition at hOuganG spOrts haLL.. vs the police.. arghh!! dun like them.. ha~ n its the first time i see so many yellow cards in a single match.. so funny can!! woke up quite late today.. now waiting for *him to come back.. i'm hungry!! =(

aniwae.. i seriously freaking like this thing!! i die oso wanna have it!! n its a..........

CORAL PINK NINTENDO DS LITE!!

it has like damn cute n funny games.. cooking mama, the doggy game n a brain game.. oh my!! its not tat i dun like my psp ani more but u noe.. i'm out of games for my psp le.. dun worry.. i'll still love u ya psp... i wan tis coral pink de!! =) who will buy for mi lehz.. hubby?? or mayb in the end i buy it myself.. ha..

..::..bUy-fOr-mi-Lahz-hUbby..::..

..最幸福的悲剧..